We only THINK we've got it bad.....

I personally know of a very close person (relative) who is eating 15 10mg lortabs per day and 8-10 blue xanax.  

I thought I had it bad....my personal best was only 6 per day (10mg Lortab)!  

I like the taper - it seem to be my way of finally shaking this disease.

Hang in their Tweety, don't taper too fast, slow and steady wins the race.  

TB

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Talk about"slow and steady wins the race" for me please.  I think I am going too fast.  I am going through such pain and anxiety.  I will check my tapering schedule again that mankeyswife gave me.  Maybe I can take a few more than I am.

When you talk about taking it slow I just know it will be more days with this love affair with this bottle.  But if it works better (so I don't just F*** up and quit) I think it is practical and smart.

Maybe I am just justifying taking more today because I'm stressing...no  not an addict...!!

Lord help me, maybe I will get off the net and get to some physical work.  As someone posted once.  Actually being tired at night helps the anxiety and cravings.  

I'll post later,  I'm going to stay BUSY today.