Thanks gnarly_1 for the advice. I really appreciate the replies from you whenever I have a question, just want u to know its VERY much appreciated! You know I've heard sooo many horror stories from a ton of people about the tapering process that made me so scared to start tapering off methadone. But honestly, it hasn't been even half as bad as I thought it was going to be. I'm pretty sure at me being at 36mg going down 3mg a week, I haven't seen the worst of it yet though. The only problem so far is the lack of energy so i consider my self lucky! But I do still remember my life before addiction. What I most contemplate now is if I'm ever going to feel the way I did 3 years ago before the pain pills after I'm done with methadone. I remember waking up, stretching out my legs that actually felt good instead of cramping with pain. I remember being able to work 8-10 hrs without needing pain pills. I remember naturally being in a good mood instead of the mood swings I now experience. I just often wonder after all of this if ill ever get to feel those things again. But remembering makes me trek on. I have nothing to lose anymore and a life to gain back :-)
Hi and welcome to the forum..as for the weight gain it is very common when methadone is taken for long periods of time but the weight is usually lost once your done I know I packed on a good 50lb also but it was gone in the first 6 mo of recovery as for switching to sub....Once you get down below 20mg it is hard for the serum level to carry you threw 24hr and if it is whereing off in 15hr it send you into withdrawals I tapered all the way down and it was miserable as for those that make the switch we have about a 50/50 mix of both people that did well and those that stayed on the sub to long and got addicted to it it is only second to methadone as far as being hard to get off of if you do a 1 month program it is long enough to break the hard part of the methadone withdrawal keep posting for support good luck and God bless.............Gnarly