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i have heard that if u take pills ,hydro , percs u know all that ****.and u abuse them(take in some other manner than is perscribed to us) as we all have done.you can depress your resparations . that dont sound like much however it means you have built up a toxic level in your system and its starting to shut down. this happened to me a couple of times the first time i thought i was dying. one moment i'm sitting there , the next i'm gasping for air. what had happened was i had passed out and come close to stop breathing i had to breath 3-4 times before i could get a hold of it(re-oxiginate) my blood . not to mention i was having a panic attack during this it scared the **** out of me.
STROKES-POSS RELATED BLOOD PREASURE ISSUES RELATED TO LONG TERM USE
I'M NOT SURE
HOPE THIS IS HELPFUL INSIGHTFUL?
HANG IN THERE AND KICK THIS CRUTCH TO THE CURB
CLEAN SINCE 11-28-02 7:00 P.M.
Oxycodone or any other opiate derivative due not cause any damage to your body.
When your doctor spoke of the opiate ceiling, and being stable on your dose before raising it : He meant that you can take a dose 10x higher than someone else as long as your body has adjusted to the dose, and you don't OD on it. That is mainly for people that have been on them for a while and their body adjusts to the dose and needs to raise it to get the same amount of pain relief from it. If your body can not handle the higher dose, you can overdose. This would be via respiratory distress, or any of the other symtoms indicated via the medical books.
So in short, opiates do not hurt your body, unless taken in amounts that cause overdose.
The tylenol is what really kills.
Regarding the info on hydro, or any other pain med causing stoke. This is caused via sudden cessation. You body goes into shock from not having this suddenly cut off. This can possibly occur in someone who is either on a very large dose, or someone with compromised health already.
In short, opiates do not cause harm taken in any dose as long as your body can handle the dose.
As always, talk to your doc, especially if you are on a HIGH dose and are thinking of stopping taking them. Or if you HAVE to stop taking them CT.
Better safe than sorry,
Chezz
To say that opiates do not damage your body...well I'm speechless. I was on them for four years and almost died. If being perpetually constipated is not damaging to your body, what is? You don't process nutrients, your food doesn't digest. Look at Elvis. Homeboy Died on the toilet, with his insides exploding, due to opiate painkillers.
Is the mind part of the body? What kind of damage is done to your seratonin balance by being on opiates? Your endorphin production?
I was 60 pounds overweight by the time I finally quit Oxycontin. My eyes were dead. My leg was always falling asleep. I had a few benign growths on my head! I used to wake up choking on vomit. 7 months later I am back down to 180 pounds, my leg is fine,my skin is fine, I STILL don't ******* sleep more that 5 hours at a time....
These things KILL you physically. They were all I was taking. I didn't drink or do other drugs (klonopin for awhile). Pretty damn clear to me that these things royally **** your body.
OPIATES, the opiod......does not cause harm to your body. Like tylenol does.
The SIDE EFFECTS of opiate use can cause harm, especially when abused.
Chezz
Absolutely true that the opioid itself doesn't attack and poison your organs directly, ala tylenol on your liver.
Your view on it was taken as it was. A diffent side of what happens with abuse, and the SIDE EFFECTS.
I was speaking of the direct correlation as to the OPIATE on the body.
That is the crappy part of taking meds. Too bad you couldn't just take "pure" opiates without any side effects. That would be nice.......
With everything in life, there is a balance. With pleasure comes pain......
The side effecs are there to keep the balance.
Chezz
That is the "balance" to this forum....There will always be someone with the "rest of the story"
Rex
Do you still have a lot of body pain?
Rex
Thanks!
I would be interested in medical effects of repeated withdrawals on the brain and nervous system.
Peace
As he put it, Tylenol (and Ibuprofren for that matter) are toxins in your system.
One of the compelling reasons for me to get off the drugs was that I was taking three things daily and sometimes 4:
Vicodin
Ibuprofren 800s 3x /day
Excedrin 2 tab 2x/day
Zanaflex
This can't be good for anyones system, and I am convinced it zapped my energy as well.
Now, I am just on the Ibuprofen and occasional zanaflex and Excedrin.
next week I am due to cut these as part of my taper plan.
We'll see...
Best of luck to you...
Rex
OPIATES are natually made by the body? Or is that endorphins?
Just curious, cause I should would like to find out how to talk to my receptors, like Mike did, and kick their ass into to gear. Then I could tell them where to find their own!!!
Kind of sucks when you have to live with pain daily, take opiates to take care of it, then your natural endorphins get lazy and stop producing!!! Would be nice if their ass would work TOGETHER like a team......
Chezz
Hopefully for me I will be able to get surgery and get rid of the physical pain....
I am in day 11, using the recipe, forced myself to take a walk and had a light workout today. It is in the middle of the might and got 2 hrd sleep, so checking in. With my injuries, I can live without pain meds. Man, now that my head is clearing, I know I am going to have to be the one to get back in as good as shape as possible. I am 44yrs old, feel like 60,due to the drugs. I will take it slow and easy and keep using the support of the board, NA meetings and my church.
Greetings to you rex1, you are in my prayers and reading your posts over the last month have helped me. Your strength, your game plan of tapering will succeed. Freedom is around the corner.
Just a final note to those with injuries that neccesate controlled use of pain meds to make it through the day. My prayers are with you most of all, it is a situation I cannot even imagine.
Peace and Strength to All
So it would be recommended to get to a PT and get an individual exercise regime prescribed for you.
And to catch ya'll up on me..
I have relapsed back on the stadol. But i wil totally be out next weekend after Christmas and going thru my final withdrawal then. Plz...Keep me in your prayers.
Thx,
'Suzie
Peace!
Suzie
You've done the right thing, keep posting and good luck!
TEEITUP!
If it was that easy to stop, relapse wouldn't be so prevalent.
Nor would addiction be addiction.
We have all been there before, and will be there again.
It is a battle, not a war.
The fight really never ends...
Chezz
Chi town have not got your e-mail gal...wutsup?? Hope all is well with ya!
Suzie
dear doc, what can you do for us to make life better
in your vast amount of experence in your end of the feild.
truthfully what would you say to us in general is the best thing we can do, to attack the problem of opiate addiction.
i think we need to ask questions the doctor can answer.
i an answer with meat and potatoes in it would be appriceted.
questions like.
doc are we insane when we take 20 to 30 pills a day and do
you think we all have a death wish.
doc what is your take on the severe depression , when we
go through the withdrawls.
peace out hippy
So, I guess it was from the MsContin..or did I read too much into your post? Any info would really help.
Oh, and I definately am not an imposter here..Chezz, Methman, Suzie, Staraven..they all know me pretty well..Just so you don't think I'm trying to BS you.
Lizzy
Suzie...Did you find MaryEllen????
Call me back..please I'm worried
Lizzy
Are you lurking, have you left - I wonder?
I hope you are still around my good friend cause I owe my life to you and the other here.
SouthernBelle
How's it going today - any better?
Finished?
Missing you too bud. Hope all you guys didn't get your feelings hurt and bail on us. You all together have been helping so many people!!!
Rex
Using most of that "recipee" products, I am now down to 67.5 - 75 mgs/day. Incredibly, I haven't yet once cheated on my taper scchedule. *Now* it's getting much harder to decrease further. But I do feel very good about myself, like I've really accomplished something. Though I feel, physically, like hell most of the time.
I fing that:
1.
Today I'm going down to 60mgs/d. I know that I won't sleep, but it has to be done. I find that my whole character has changed and I'm beginning to recognize myself again -- so have my friends.
But the cravings, now that's something else!
Good luck to all of you -- this is *not* easy. I'm about to have a sneeze-fest so got to go. Thanks for the push, it was a life-saver.
And.
Just remember the rule of thumb for tapering now, THE LOWER THE SLOWER. Being a math wizz, that's obvious to you based on percentage cuts. With each reduced dose, let your body stabilize for a couple days before the next cut.
Man, you are getting sooooo close.
Continued strength to you!!!
Percs No More
PLEASE POST YOUR PROGRESS SO ALL THE OTHER CRONIC LURKERS SUTCH AS I WAS, CAN SEE ANOTHER SUCESS STORY. AND START LIVING AND FEELING AGAIN.GOOD LUCK
and- good luck hang in there
Your observations are right on target! Dr. Horvath is a Ph.D. and specializes in Addiction Medicine. He is not an M.D., as you point out in C21.
That said, Med Help would LOVE to have a Pain Management Physician AND a Pharm.D. available to answer questions in this forum, but sadly we just don't have volunteers in those fields, or the funds to hire them.
Cindy Thompson
Med Help International
michael
Do you have a chronic pain problem? If so then as myself you must learn to use not abuse. I'm taking the approach to inform as many people around me that I can trust to watch me for signs of change, stay as busy as possible so when I'm not hurting so bad I don't take one for the buzz or because I'm stressed or pissed at something.
Most of all when you the urge for a hydro if you really don't need it, talk to someone, log on to the forum and read and remember the hell you've gone through to get to the point you are.
Be stong!
Teeitup!
That's because I have a "if one is good, two is better" autopilot built into me.
I may have mentioned before that when I used to drink a long time ago, Bacardi rum was my deal - I loved the stuff. Smooth, not a bad hangover, goes with anything, ect.
Before long though, I was putting this stuff away like crazy. I mean I drank a pint every night, sometimes alittle more. I still remember looking through a pile of empties I had and realizing this was just one weeks worth! I had a major problem.
And so it was with the Norcos (Vic ES). Script for 180 per month, means 6 per day, right? How many does it take to kill my pain per day, 3, maybe 4? No, I was taking 10,11,12, and I think my highest ever was maybe 15. Why?
"because I think that if 1 is good, 5 at a time is 5 times better."
I wish I could do what T does, but I can't. With Rum, after several false starts I stopped. For two months I had cravings, and still have the occasional voice in me head that says "Ah, you could have one drink and it won't hurt you". But after the two months, they were really few and far between.
For Vicodin right now, I still want them, hence my question at the top of the board right now. But, I must realize every day I get further away from them, i get less attached to them.
This may sound weird, but for me, I am not so worried about relapsing in a year, or in 10 years, because if I get that much time under my belt, like booze, I will really not "miss" it.
I worry about the next 5 minutes, the next day, while I am still in pain. Jan 1st and the thought of goingthrough detox again is scaring the daylights out of me.
So you will have to choose which method is right for you, but it will depend some on your pain level...
Let us know if you need encouragment...
God Bless...
Rex
hot water helped me alot.u probably knew that though. well it's day 3 for you i believe hope its not to ruff on ya. hang in for 7 more and your just about home free.21 to 30 days from your last dose and your brain starts to gets better. at least thats the way it's goin for me right now.man... i can remember my day three i was awake had the runs,a was clincally depressed. i can remember feeling an intense sence of shame for getting hooked @(maybe because i had a problem when i was 22 w/ another substance)at 33years old. PATTERN ALERT, PATTERN ALERT.do u see one?:/ well thats where i'm at now, i don't ask myself why? or how? i got so messed up anymore. i have an addictive gene thats why...how, i liked the feeling or lack there of ..
i can say this i'm different now i'll never look a drug addiction as weekness ever again.now i view it as a journy some of us travel longer than others. i could not go on . it was time to get off the bus.and start the long spirtual walk home. my family likes having me back so will yours, people depend on us. some times we have to take a knee and take care of #1 your doing that right now. every day the tunnel gets shorter and more familiar as the fog lifts.hang in there i'm am sending you and your support team good thoughts.
p.s.
H2o...H2o.....H2o drink it,don't get dry it makes things worse
There is an amazing hidden reward to recovery--If I can beat my addiction I can accomplish anything. What an awesome boost to the self esteem. Best wishes to all in their battle. Keep up the fight.
Hope you'll visit more with us.
Thanks so much for the help you gave me during my first few weeks of detox.
I owe you,
Rex
one of the wise ones said :
WERE HUMAN
WERE MENT TO FEEL PAIN
there was more i cant remember. he was right pain is part of life just as joy, sadness and other emotions are. suppressing them kills the spirt in us. iguess were just meant to feel the good and the bad.i'll take it.
hang in there 1day
nice to know i'm not alone in this process