Wow, I feel great... a little ancy but I'm here for anyone that wants to talk!!!

[lil_rab2005]

I"m really startin' to feel better in the mornings... a little ancy as usual but better.  It's my 11 day, for some reason the ancy feelin' comes a little stronger later on in the day but last nite for the first time I slept without a sleeping pill yayyyyy.... so I'm gettin' better.  If I can do it, I know ya'll can.  I was up to around total? OMG around if you put it in perc form 10mg?  Around 40 perc 10's if you calculate it maybe more prolly more.... yikes.  I don't know how I didn't kill myself.  But I'm good today.  Better than I've been in a long time.  This is the longest I've ever been.  God bless you all and I'm here for ya!! Lil.

[LIZZIE LOU]

what a great day it is indeed!  so glad you are starting to get over the hump, so to speak, and feeling better...and sleeping...OMG...getting some uninterrupted sleep will do wonders, won't it?  11 days is quite an accomplishment...whatever you are doing...keep on keeping on!  you are on your way to recovery...AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[lil_rab2005]

Thank you so much.  How you doin sweetie?  Hope everything is goin' well.  I was thinkin about you last nite and you're definitely in my prayers.  Anytime you wanna talk, I'm here mostly every day.  I walk away and do alot of stuff but I'll always come back and read the posts every few hours.  Have a wonderful day!!!  Lil.

[demon child]

day12.its amazing right.it can only keep getting better.im up awake.almost feel alive.do u still get the chills?sneezing?

[lil_rab2005]

Thanks so much.  Wow you're doin' awesome!!!  Yes, I still get chills every once in a while and sneeze occassionally but it's nothing like the hell we've been through before lol... I'll definitely think twice next time I have a pill in reach.  If I could take one it would be no problem but I take like 5 at a time then an hour later take 5 more... it's gross... I was up to about 400 to 450mg of percs and oxy's a day... that's like takin' 40 to 45 perc 10mgs gross... what was I thinkin?  I don't know how I'm still alive!!!  But we are well now for the moment, and now I'm just gonna take one day at a time... alot better than takin' one second at a time phewwwww!!!  lol take care and god bless you Lil.

[athena-8]

wow, you are all amazing. this site is amazing. congratulations everyone who has yet another day. Day #3, i'm still tapering but those amber bottles 'o pills are talkin to me saying take more. i wish i had a firm someone around who would be willing to dole them out to me. i haven't taken anything yet this am but yesterday i took as much as the day before, so guess i failed so perhaps i'm really still on day #2. ouch! ...ugh. this is hard. i wish i had the guts to go c/t. lilrab you are an angel; know this, and know your posts have helped me in these three short days, and so many others. how did you get to be so caring and compassionate? i lost most of my ability to be that way shortly after i popped my first handful unnecessary pills 10 years ago...it warms my heart to think people like you are getting their life back b/c we need you on this planet, clean & sober, to show us all, among other things, how to be kind. thanx