Wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Avalancheblanche]

So I'm driving home from work, thinkin about my sister ( who died) and how we once drove 6 hours ( to a family function) listening to the same song so we could memorize it.  Rob Base and D.J. Jazzy Jeff..It Takes Two.  I get to my house and drive by.......I'm thinking...dah, I just drove by my house.....Doesn't the flippin song come on the radio within seconds!!!!!! Tell me that is not coincidence!!!!!!  I blasted that sucka and sang like I was a rock star.  My little L.J!!!!!!!

[Jacqui805]

The day before, I was bawling my eyes out when I answered someone's post about a tragedy in their life, and thought about my father.  In 2005, at the age of 56, he died in a motorcycle accident.  The day before, I was in the hospital, with an abdomen that was so swollen it was literally the size it was when I was 9 mos. pregnant.  My mom and dad came to see me, and it was obvious to me that my dad had been crying.  He looked petrified and wouldn't come more than halfway into the room.  He couldn't look me in the eyes.  I felt badly for him and said, "Come here and give me a hug Dad, I know how it looks, but I won't bite."  He said, 'That's o.k., don't move or anything."  He was so freaked out.  My mom told me while I was in his hospital room the next evening, staring at his brain-dead body, that he made her stop at a bar on the way home after leaving me because he was so upset.  Here I was standing there, sick physically, and sick as hell emotionally, wrecked over my dad.  I never got a chance to say goodbye, and that day in the hospital room haunts me to this day.  Music is a huge memory evoker for me, and it's because of my dad that I have a lot of the taste in it that I do.  So now, everytime I hear certain music I jam for the both of us.  Damn, I'm cryin' again!  Damn.  Anyway, I don't think it was a coincidence.  I feel for you.    - Jacqui

[toxictome]

Sing your heart out girl........your sis is up there watching over you...and that was her...sending her love your way!!!!
I believe everything happens for a reason!!

[allaboutmary]

This is one of those things that make you sad and happy at the same time.  I have had things like this happen and do believe your sister was sending you a message. I'm sure she is so proud of you !  Sing and enjoy life !    Hugs   Mary

[troubleinohio]

that gave me chills to read! what an awesome experience!!!  I believe stuff like this happens sometimes! =)

[Avalancheblanche]

Answer my pm.  I am worried

[hopsing94]

ok I'll check it out. The good news is I don't work this Saturday so I'll be able to get on and check up on everyone. Hope there are some new success stories.

[Avalancheblanche]

Everyone is waiting on you.  Go back today and see the post from avisg.  Everyone misses you!

[GoingToMakeIt]

My hopsing count is toooooo low.

[hopsing94]

I'm gonna try. Have you heard anything on everyone meeting,like what city is everyone thinking. I have missed you guys so much the few days. I'm going through withdrawls. someone said it would go away in a few more days. It's not as bad as the pills more like missing your best friend kinda thing.

[Avalancheblanche]

Let's talk sometime.  I know what you are going thru.  

[Avalancheblanche]

Thanks Hops.  Glad you are alive, now, you better start givin some lovin to your fans here!

[noodlezmom]

after reading your story,,it reminded me of me and my sister, who is alive, but an alcoholic....she is in fla...and we dont see each other much,,,but the phone bills...lol
i pray for her everyday...but she is 8 years younger and i feel the same way you do..she was my life growing up....

[hopsing94]

I see you have an angel too. You have done so good lately. I don't know how you did it but what you have been through lately its been amazing to see how you have gotten through it. Jeanne your such a wonderful person and I'm so proud of you.
John

[Avalancheblanche]

Thank you for asking.  If you go to my profile and look at my last journal entry, the story is there.  It is sad, but, soon I will post the good that has come from it too.  I would love to hear from you again.

[Avalancheblanche]

You are so sweet.  And I think she is singing with me.  She is laughing cuz I always make up my own words when I forget the real ones!

[noodlezmom]

it was not a coinkidink....it was your sister who is now your angel.....may I ask how she passed??? I'm new here and am just getting to know everyone  : )

[kimmieb]

You don't have to say "sorry" for anything.  You ARE mourning and you NEED to mourn.    There is no healing without mourning, without experiencing the pain.  God, that's tough to realize, but it's true.  Keep singing to her.  She's probably singing WITH you :--)  God bless your awesome heart....

[Avalancheblanche]

I am laughing and crying.....I just wish I could hug her!  God, I miss her.  That gave me a little bit of peace.  
Better.....Love you too.   Chat soon
kimmieb....I thought so too.  And I do sing for her all the time!  Wish I could sing with her.  Sorry, I think since I'm off the meds. I am finally mourning.  It is so healing to be here.

[kimmieb]

No, that is not coincidence....that is God's hand :-)  An amazing little "miracle."  He's tellin' you all will be ok.....  Keep singing at the top of your lungs!!!  I want to hear you all the way in Chi town.

[1234betterlife]

hey sweetie, good for you. i love that.
love, me