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It so funny when I thought I was so alone on this one, and now I see, so many others are at the same place I was, I just didn't use the net back then......
First you didn't say how much you were taking or for how long, I started 8 years ago on .05 Minimum, and as of corse progresion set in, by Feb,1999 I was up to 8-15 no telling which time of day, but only at night to sleep.....(thats what they were given to me for) and nope never took them during the day, I sought out another Doctor, and said I know you get hooked on "street" drugs, but I am now a product of being hooked on scripts/meds
that does happen when they are given to you by a doc right?.....
Then I started to hear the "horror stories, which, are full of sh..., yes doc cut be back to half my abusive doze first month, and then the next I said go for it, lets not play around here, so back to .05 for a month, nope I didn't sleep, yep, I felt strange, but I have always refocused, if yo have a hobbie to refocus into, and by he 2nd month, I was blown away, I finally feel asleep on my own, no beers, no wine, no xnax just clean me, I NEVER thought I cought in the begining, but yes you can just give your body time to do what it has to, and life is so much better then waking up feeling "hung over" and it was due to xanax and not a drink.......
good luck, and Vickie since yours is so new, if ya feel you would like to e-mail me ***@****, I am here for support and help, but the Dr's forums you have come across, so far he is great on giving out info,.....
Much luck, hang in there,
Kathy H.
Didnt see the problem then i was too sedated .
I now have a 17 year old daughter who has unfortunetly found a doctor who likes to use her pen >instead of her education.
initial problem Overdose of xanax >>docs treatment xanax.
Wonder if she even checked her file ?
needless to say looking for a new doc and possibly rehap.
I still take the same dosage. However, at night, sometimes, I require two. I never feel normal. I am always tired. For the past 4 years, I have had periods of my body jerking so hard at night that I have even popped my neck a few times. Now, it starts in my facial muscles... It is a horrifying feeling. It is like I am having seizures. I can always tell when I am going to have a bad night by the strange feeling inside my head... Then there are time, I will go a month (or I used to anyway) and never have one jerking problem. I have asked my Doctor repeatedly about this.
He has no answers. I have been to 4 neurologists and they all tell me something different. I would like to get off the Xnax addiction, but my doctor says it is impossible..
I would like to know if there is anyone else out there who has these jerking or seizure like side effects and if it is the Xnax that is causing it.
I still take the same dosage. However, at night, sometimes, I require two. I never feel normal. I am always tired. For the past 4 years, I have had periods of my body jerking so hard at night that I have even popped my neck a few times. Now, it starts in my facial muscles... It is a horrifying feeling. It is like I am having seizures. I can always tell when I am going to have a bad night by the strange feeling inside my head... Then there are time, I will go a month (or I used to anyway) and never have one jerking problem. I have asked my Doctor repeatedly about this.
He has no answers. I have been to 4 neurologists and they all tell me something different. I would like to get off the Xnax addiction, but my doctor says it is impossible..
I would like to know if there is anyone else out there who has these jerking or seizure like side effects and if it is the Xnax that is causing it.
I started to use the Xanax to help sleep, usually only if I really really needed to make sure I had good sleep.
Well, it has been 16 months since I originally got depressed, I am now much much better (not 100%, but on my way)However, I just realized I had a NEW problem... I realized I was taking the xanax almost twice a week every week (1/2 mg)...I didn't think much of it...until two nights ago...I was reacing for the bottle and I realized this would now be three times a week..My alarm went off and I though, you are getting addicted! So I didn't take it..slept horribly, woke up at 1:00am and had several pre-anxiety attacks (not the full blown..I have learned over the year not to fear them and they don't materialze)..but I had sever dysphoria (very depressed, but not like when I was real depressed--that was a hopeless feeling, this is not hopeless, just real real down and felt like crying constantly, with nothing to cry about)..
So last night...Night #2, I paced and paced...I wanted to take a xanax so bad..I new if I did I would get some sleep and be very refreshed and feel great the next day.. I also started to mentally retrace my depression over the last year...in the beginign it was real bad..then after about 6-9 months it started easing up... after a year it was signifigantly better..then (the xanax came into the picture)...then my depression was sometimes gone and sometimes real bad..I never put 2 & 2 together!! I have been experiencing a prolonged withdrawl from xanax for the last 4 months!
I felt better knowing the truth, but I still couldn't get any sleep.. I was begining to get panicky at the thought of not sleeping for maybe several days!! So I took an anti-histamine..I slept great and woke up with no depressed feelings at all. I took doxylamine succinate (12.5 mg)..I looked up the dependance info online and in the PDR and didn't come up with anything near as bad as the xanax... I don't know how long I will need to take this, but I am thinking that it won't be more than a week..I was only taking 1.5 mg of xanax a week prior (.5 mg two to three times per week depending on sleep needs.
SO I just thought I would share that with y'all.
If anyone has any withdrawl info for doxylamine succinate, please chime in... I don't want to switch one addiction for another.
Hang in there... friends
My girlfriend on the past was abusing with the xanax 2mg, she was depressed because of her last divorce, I was her friend by that time... she was taking xanax like crazy plus she was smoking/mixing xanax and marihuana. After that we felt in love and I took her out from that addiction and dark world, she was addicted to xanax for almost 3 years, now she's been out for 2 years. She never had a baby, and we want to have a child. She is good now, only drinks sometimes socially, she is officially clean. We love each other!
Does her past life/addiction reflects on a birth defect even if she is clean now???????????????????
Now I am trying to stop the Norco's. How long does it take for my body to recover once I stop taking them?
I am afraid that I will become unbarable to be around for a while after I stop taking the Killers. Has anybody gone through this? If so can you tell what happened after the days after you quit taking the Killers?
Help!
I took .05 mg 2 times a day.Decided to try and take 1.Yes ,All hell broke loose. Headaches,pain in the eyes, shaking terribly,Jerking oh yes no sleep .Please never try this alone.
JUST DONT START THEM AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was eventually, for depression, give Xanax by another doc and finding myself having a problem I would never have...I can't stop taking it and need it to get up in the a.m. and to go to bed at night in order to survive. It used to be .5 mg in the a.m. now its 1mg and 4 mgs at night to sleep. I might feel the need to take .5 mid-day to prevent myself from feeling bad.
Ugh! Why do they create these things. I don't want depression and addiction on my health records...someone DOES see it...privacy right or not and it can and will prevent you from being protected when you get older. Life insurance, jobs, etc.
Anyway...just wanted to offer the advice about the Suboxone. Only certain doctors can prescribe it and they can only treat so many patients at any given time. It is a controlled substance but the first time you take it...you will cry because for the first time in what seemed like forever...you feel "normal".
If you are depressed...get treated for it by a SPECIALIST...don't let your primary care doc do it. If you are addicted...see a SPECIALIST...your primary care cannot fix that either. They will tell you they can but it takes someone special and someone that understands and can support you.
Hope that helps.
I moved this year, so I had to change doctors. My new doctor informed me how dangerous this benzodiazipine can be in such a large dose, not to mention the length of time I had been taking it. So, with his help, I tried to ween myself off of them.
It's been 12 months since I started to come off of them and it's been total HELL.
I decided comment on this string because I wanted people to know that it is very dangerous to try to come off this medication yourself. I've come off oxycontin, vicodin, fentynal and a few other opiates by myself, but nothing has compared to this one.
I had two seizures, many panic attacks, irregular heartbeats, sleeplessness and lost a job. I had the second seizure recently, I was in the hospital for 9 days; 4 days in ICU. I've lost the hearing in my right ear because of nerve damage, lost much of my short term memory and a lot of my vocabulary. I couldn't talk for two weeks once I finally woke up from the stupor I was in. I'm benzo-free now but with permanent damage done to my sensory and my pride. If anyone needs to chat about this or anything else, you can contact me..
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