Hey everyone. After about a month and a half off the pain killers I was finally feeling great, and thought I would honestly make it through. Than I moved into a home filled with drugs coming in and out, right in front of my face all the time. I can not blame my environment, but it def didn't help. Between the stress of the move itself, and the drugs being right there I was bound to relapse. I could have fought it harder if I wanted to, but for some reason I didn't. So now here I go again with my back agaisnt the wall, broke and in cold turkey withdrawal. I am getting a script for suboxone and clonodine. The subs have helped me in the past but, I don't know anything about clonodine?? Can anyone help... I have been thro the withdrawals before but, this time I am in even deeper and want to make sure I do this right. I went to a doctor and everything. I know the hard part is actually staying clean but, I can only focus on one day at a time or I will just simply give up. I could use all your support/knowledge. You all always help me thro........so here I am again asking for your hand!? Anybody still have hope in me??? :(