So today I started my Christmas shopping, I was actually nervous to go because I wasn't sure how I would feel. I had the best day with friends that I haven't had in a very long time. Proof to me that an idol mind is the devils playground! Staying busy is gonna be a huge part in my recovery, I felt so positive all day. As I sit here writing, I can honestly say that I am looking forward to tomorrow. I am so grateful for today, proud that I got through one more day!!!