I heard bout them lolipops they have fentanyl lolipops sounds like tons of fun. Nope I better quit joking bout that. You did a good job not giving in corey I want to say that for myself soon. Love to ya, Mike
I agree that we are all tough cookies to be doing this willingly to ourselves to get clean. If this is what it takes so be it but I hope it gets better sooner than later...
Oh man Mike your one tough customer. Stay strong man,stay strong. Send a pm to travleaddict,he also cold turkey from morphine. He might have some ideas that might help ya. He is a real nice guy. God please let the sun go down where Mike is,please make his wife nice and sleepy. He has been praying to your porcelin statue all day. I'm sure he will thank you. Hang tough my friend,you are doing this for all the right reasons.
You can do this Mike. Day 21 was awsome. That was when my sleep got better and energy came back, at least some. Just try to prepare yourself for the bumpy days to come....it's not that long of a time when you put it in perspective. Have patients and faith that it gets better like everyone says. Yesterday I would have caved. Today I was alone with Fentanyl pops 12 inches away from me and I didn't come close. It really felt like a breakthrough. Usually I feel like I'm gonna have a stroke if I don't give in in a situation like that. And I have always lost that kinda battle in the past. You can do it too. Hope to see tou still postin good updates when I get home from vacation. And fix that lamp by then huh? Take care of yourself. Corey
tried to a bit now I just saqy its me being naughty and she just kinda acts like I did not mention a thing. She is more like just take it in stride kinda person. I wish I were that easy going I think to damn much when clean at least. When I am high I am mr fixeruper.
Run mike run lol.........have you told her what is going on with you?
hang in there
bobby
naw she can't see me in here in my study. Doors are closed and I hide for a few minutes at a time. SHe knows but cannot in the least understand what the flu is like times 50. I hide some of it like my many trips to the porcelain god today and the last three days. Today just dry heaving. Can't stand much more can't give in and score. Hey that rymes. I think it sounds kinda like a poem. LOL
LOL Mike, you know if your on the forum, your wife can still see you....lol
Does your wife not know what your going thru?
Good luck and hang in there.
You can do this .I know it has to be so hard day 3 as you know i really bad day 4 is about the same ... Vent away that is what we are here for .....
avis