anyone awake at 4:30 EST?

I woke up out of the blue like I just had two shots of coffee chased with some speed.  This sucks.

Charlie

[JACEM5]

I rarely sleep past 3am myself,so I'm usually here.

[Charlie's girl]

What up???  This sucks.  What is your battle?

[JACEM5]

Panic attacks,lots of back problems,I take a lot of pain meds,as prescribed though so don't really have a problem there.Although my DR is pretty generous so.

[RiseAbove]

[Rayy]

i was up just wasnt payin attention

[ThursdayNext]

Hey Girl, smile I have a prayer for you.  This is from a book called illuminata by marianne williamson.  She is a follower of a course in miracles. This is called a prayer for myself.

Dearly beloved God, in whom I lay my trust, Please give me new life.
Fill every cell of my being, transform each thought, cleanse every heartbeat, that I might be as You would have me be.
Take away the darkness of my past.
Fill me with Your blessing and graciousness.
Allow me rebirth from the many deaths I have endured in this life.
Dear God, I have been through the wars.
Where I have been weak, please make me strong.  
Where I perceive myself as guilty, please show me my innocence.
Where I block my healing or full empowerment or full experience of love and joy, please show me my wound and take from me its sting.
May I experience the beauty, the abundance, the power and the joy that is Your wish for all mankind, that I might be a vessel for these things in the lives of others.
The fear in myself and others has tormented me.
Please cast away the darkness from my life.
I know Yours is the power.
I know Yours are the holy truths, the currents of love and power that remain, and so I ask, please remove the burdens on my heart, cast out the demons from my mind and my environs.
May I see the light at the center of my being.
I believe in Your power within me.
I know it is there.
Dear God, help me find it.
I have faith in Your light.
Please show it to me that I might give up the fight to be anything other than who I am.
May I fly with angels and sing with angels and know the angels in myself and others.
Henceforth and forever as You have promised.
Please hold my hand.
Please take me home.
Please move me forward
Thank You, Lord Amen.
Hope this helps I gotta go get the kids ready for school.  I, for the first time EVER, get to go on vacation BY MYSELF no kids, no hubby, I'm leaving on Sat. so I'll be around. Thinking about you.
ThursdayNext

[Charlie's girl]

It's so good to hear from you.  You make me smile.  I'm so jealous.  I'm up again getting ready to get the psych eval results.  My three year old is having some behavioral problems.  He is a very tough kid.  He is over the top smart.  I guess I'll see what she says.  Gotta jump in the shower and go.  Life is not about me anymore.  My 10 month old is up there crying for me and my husband hates the morning.
Keep me posted on your trip.  You deserve every second of it.  Thank you for your post.  You are so wonderful.
Charlie

[CGScranton]

LOLOLOLOL..................you will NOT believe this, I used to own a diner and it was called "Charlies"
We call the waitress "Charlies Girls."
I fint that very funny, Sorry if I bothered you.
Chris