day 1 cold turkey of heroin

[stilltrying1965]

Well here i go again my 1st day of c/t am really scared but have to do this like the last time for my family and my wife of 25 years kim i must win this war against my demon my wife kim is in hospital and has been for quite a while a love kim and i must win for my family this drug is the hardest thing i have ever tried to beat i thought i had beat heroin the last time but it does not let you go easily i have tried noumourus times before and i have always failed if i dont beat heroin it will kill me i know that for sure im starting to feel unwell already and it has only been 9 hours that is the demon i am fighting im fighting for my life here and for my family i pray to god i can fineally win my war i have too yes i am frightened and scared of what will become of me and my family if i dont win heroin is slowly killing me and destroying my soul so ther can only be one out come and that must be for me a victory please god give me the strenth to win this war,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

[RANDO88]

Good luck in your attempt. I have been down the same road.Great if you can c/t....I tried,along with the methadone clinic (*****)-----one thing that was unreal help for me was Suboxone. That worked wonders in less than 3 weeks.  But C/T is always the best route. Best Wishes, turbo88

[Kevin_Bacon]

How's it going?

[Kevin_Bacon]

The fear is just about the worst thing ... any way you can medical help? If it's an option, use it if you have to. We're worried about you, so keep posting, win or lose.


I've seen people do it -- if you can socialize at all, it helps to have people who understand to talk to, but remember you always have here ...


Fight that voice.

[mom_of_two136]

First, You are not alone. Just keep posting and fighting the "demon". You can beat this. Just remember how much Kim needs you and think of all the good things in your life. Have you or can you see a doctor to help you? You have been down this road before so I guess you know what to expect with the physical symptoms but it is the mental part that is the hardest. I have found that alittle physical activity can really boost your mood when you are able. Make a gratitude list and post somewhere you can see it often. Put reminders everywhere so you can see it and remember why you are doing this. It is a mind game and you can win it! I just wanted to offer my support to you and let you know you are not alone. Keep the faith!
Best wishes