Gina,
Being strong no matter what happens is what's going to get you through. Being strong will be observed by the judge, your lawyer, the DA, neighbors, etc. Hold your head up and keep it up...you messed up...now get on with it. Absolutely, under any circumstances, do not doubt yourself, lets others do it for you or put you in some stereotyped role...if they try to, ignore them. I guarantee there will always be a job, a new future, etc...
Others have stated some obvious things you can do; get clean and stay clean, outpatient treatment, NA, advisors, counseling and I would add exercise and nutrition. You'll be under stress so the exercise and nutrition will help quite a bit.
Take Care,
Guy
Wow that ***** , over reaction a little swat team ?, here in this country you would just get slapped, ok best thing i can offer advice is go onto Suboxone to stablise you to get through this period, ask your GP. You can then deal with life better and court etc. and if your on Suboxone it would look good your stable and compliant......Goodluck :(