got a text

I was just posting on forum and got a text that my guy is in area.
This is my first Friday in 6 months I've not touched.
Im tempted but my daughter has just come down with.chicken pox
so needs lots of cuddles . So Gona.be strong. It really hard.
Have a strong night all x
Zoe

[Sarah11212]

Willpower girl!  Don't do it.
Stay strong!
Have you not deleted all ties you have to getting pills? You really should.
Focus on your daughter.
Hugs!

[all_alone1]

as script says...stay strong....we are here for encouragement...so post throuout the day if you need some pick-me-upers.

[zoea]

My drug is cocaine. So unlike many who take for pain i just took to forget. Not a reason i know.
Truth is if i had a problem at home or girls were sick i would of run out door to get. But this time i have not.
Deleted numbers but i know its him. 9pm here so Gona try and sleep. But its really hard.
Thanks guys x

[snakejones]

Sweet dreams, my friend, and an angel at each corner of your bed to guard and bless you.

[gnarly_1]

HI you did good now protect your clean time by putting aftercare in place it make a huge difference in how we handle stuff like this as addicts we need to change the very way we think and reason to overcome our illness if money is tight both N/A C/A and A/A are free and will teach you the skills to live in recovery not white Knuckle your sobriety
you can start out qwith just an hr a week once you get to liking it you can do more this is critical to long term sobriety good luck and God bless .....Gnarly  

[zoea]

Night all and thank u. I do have angels x

[zoea]

I would like to go meeting. But this forum and me are the only ones who knows about this problem. One kid at school one still at home. On my own till late in evening. So can't get to one. Can't take kids can u lol
thanks i will keep trying on here
Zoe x