help I am going crazy

Hello everyone I have been looking into this website for months now thinking I am going to quit hydro's. I want to so bad but that damn withdrawl (withdrawal) is killing me. ok not really but the no sleep is really getting to me. I usually have ambien and I do sleep with that. I am out and can't get a script until the 1st. i have sonata and rozerem but the sonata gives me night sweats so bad I wake up feeling icky. It also doesn't work as well as ambien. Now I haven't taken rozerem cuz the things I have heard scare the crud out of me (but I will take like 15 hydros in a day). I have 48 hydros left until the 11th of next month can anyone help me on how to taper? I cant get xanax or clonapin as i am on another high blood pressure med. I tried melatonin and sonata last night but not much luck. I really need help. I cant go to rehab because i am a single parent. i feel like **** i need to be a better roll model. please please help

[Kleo38]

I am not a single mother but my hubby works nights and sleeps days so feels like I am one.I know nothing about the sleep aids and I am not good at a taper because if I have them I take them.Are you looking to quit or just make the 48 you have last until you pick up another prescription for them?I am going cold turkey off of 120 mg of hydro a day,took my last one this morning.I have a few comfort meds and know I am going to feel like a really bad flu has sucked the life out of me,but it is worth it to me to free myself from this pill prison.I am so sick of counting them and looking for them,no way to live.The pills ran my life.My children deserve better and so do I.You deserve it too.