help for major withdeawal prescription morphine

I was on fentanyl patch 1 yr, then to 400mg morhine a day another year, then 600mg morphine a day for another year due to being misdiagnosed, now the past 12 months I started to stop taking the morphine it did noting for my pain but make my body so sick, now I am down to 30mg morphine a day, I have down this myself  I have had severe back pain, my Dr said I was on verge of a stroke, they did not know what was wrong with me, this was in Dec, I went to google in May 2010 and put in withdrawal from morphine and there it was, I thought i was loosing my mind, I could not think, could not eat, the pain is so severe, I saw my Dr every 4 weeks and they knew what my goal was but not one of them knew why my back hurt so bad, now I am going to a pain clinic tomorrow, my goal is to get off this poision, any suggestions for this back pain? I do not want to take another narcotic in my life, I will get thru this disability without this awful posion...please help!! I am amaized I am alive after all these drugs, God has me here to do some work and it will be talking about all that has happened to me so know one will ever suffer from the hands of another, I trust no Dr people are people some good some bad, no title will ever change that, I need and will fall into the hands of a loving, caring compassionate Doctor to help me~janice513233