The meetings will probably help you, but I think you are tapering too fast? I have no experience with methadone, but it stays in your system for a VERY long time. So at the higher doses you prob didn't notice it as much. But now that the doses are very small, considering what you were on, it is a cummulative and hitting you all at once. Can you possibly involve your doctor in the process? Get their advice on a good taper regimine for you to follow? I wish you luck, and sorry I can't be of more help.
I know your right I culd probubly handle the aches and pains its that darn anxity that gets me I cant breath and I sweat can't function at all when I'm haveing an anxity attack what a horrible feeling to not be able to even breath. I have 8 2mg attivan but I want to keep those until the very end when Iam not taking anything and I need to sleep I also bought some melatonin which is just a non narcotic sleep aid for the nights i'm haveing trouble sleeping now. I hate this I just want it to be over Iknow that will happen but I'm very impatiant I have to remember that it took 20 yrs to get like this if it takes 6months to get off the last 20 mg then so be it 6months is better than the rest of my like on meth.Thanks for the reminder I will probubly need lots of them through out this thing. Do you think I should go to a few NA or AA meeting I was wondering if it may help.
I do have a few good friend I can talk with about this but they aren't on it so they really don't understand what I'm going through Pat
Pat
I totally agree with Lisa, I went down so slow it was almost silly, but now I am done and I am fine...I felt very little withdrawal symptoms...but I went down to barely anything for over 10 days at the end and I only cut 1mg at a time from about 8mgs. I know you get so impatient and just want to get this nightmare over, but you have to give your body time to come out of this drug induced way of being...it is learning how to function again just like you ...I just got back from a methadone free weekend...the first in over 10 years so please have faith...you CAN do this...I really feel like God makes it hard to remind you of how bad you have abused your body and so you never do it again...when you get a bad craving get online and write me...I will be on all the time...I owe a lot of my success this far to these precious people who took the time to help me through this...so I would be delighted to help you as much as I can! Remember slow and steady...you WILL feel WD's but they will be much less and it will help you get ready for the big ZERO...yeah!!!!
Always, Karie
I an so sorry your going through this..the last 30-40 mg..is the hardest..you need to take it down @2 mg..every 10-14 days..with methadone..you can cut back 5 mg..and feel fine for a few days or so and then it hits you because of it's long 1/2 life..when you start methadone your body metabolizes @80%..and stays in your system 24-36 hrs..sometimes linger..so when you take your next dose you have a surplus of @ 20%..as you continue to do that the methadone steadily increases in your system until eventually it evens out..so it works the same way in reverse..please take it much slower..I have an article from a dr in my journal that has alot of great info in it.This dr. was addicted for 18 yrs. You can do this..you have been on it a long time..and like I said..the last bit is the hardest to get off of..but not impossible..you can pm me anytime..hang in there..