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So, having had time to reflect, and thanks to my new friends that posted here, or can email me directly @ ironman.***@**** (with any furter advise would be GREATLY appreciated). I have a game plan:
I am in intensive outpatient therapy at this time. I am going to see if they call me again, and if they do, I will promptly return their call (from the hospital) and DENY having any knowledge. After all, they did leave a message with my teenage daugther (who could of never given me the message).
If they show up at my home, I am at the hospital daily. If they come in the wee hours, they will more than likely have a warrant, and I say nothing without an attorney present. Even if court appointed, I will wait till I have one to speak. I have no priors, so hopefully I will ROR or be able to get bond posted.
The teenage daughter told them I was at work. I called my boss today, who is a personal friend and they havent been there, asking for me. I am off for another 5-6 weeks while in intensive outpatient.
I hope and pray this passes without incident. I cant live in soberity living in constant fear. I have prayed intensely about this for 2 weeks now. I have given this and my addiction to God. Maybe I can use this testimony to others some day in need. Either way, what will be, will be. I cant change my past, even if it is not that long ago.
I wonder what became of "anomnyous" when she posted her similiar experience in 2000? (the woman that was addicted to Percodan and getting married and honeymoon in Jamica) ? does anyone know?
I sincerely thank everyone for their insight regarding this. I just cant continue to have negative thoughts and constant fear, because it was starting to affect my mental sanity and my detox. My stomach started constantly hurting again and I was having nightmares and joint pain.
I also know from reading up on Suboxone, that only certain doctors are licensed to write them, and they are listed on the website. Please check those listings, you can do a google search to find out this information. Also they can only treat X # of patients, like they can only write a certain max # per month, unless they are in a hospital setting (from what I read and understood). Please email me if you have any questions or need explicit info. also any insight on the other "problem" of mine would be greatly appreciated.
What blows my mind, it seems everyone that had posted with concerns of an arrest for prescription fraud, they write about it for a day or two, then never repost with any updates? or is it me, not finding it? example(s) the woman "anomnyous in 2000" and "the kid with the adderrall in Dec 06".
RBC3 is right on the money. I think it is sound advice. I have a sister that went through the same thing you are, we all live in CA I don't know where your located.
I wont go into detail on the forum but you can e-mail me at ***@****. I will explain her whole sistuation and give you my humble opinion.
Good luck and try to stay under the radar.
Allen
p.s. after all people come here for help not a buch of attitude. shame on you people!
Get the pot or whatever out of the house.
Dont answer the door. The can't make you unless the have a warrent "doubtfull"
Good luck, best wishes.
Allen
S.O says "WHY THE F WOULD YOU PAY AN ATTORNEY IF YOU DONT EVEN YET KNOW WHAT THEY ARE WANTING?!!"
So, the plan is to call them tomorrow from treatment. Admit nothing. If I get charged, then I will rob from Peter to pay Paul. I will tell them I cant come into their office. period. So they will have to pick me up with a warrant and get me at the treatment center where I am attending daily.
I know consulting an attorney is the BEST thing to do right now. I cant convince stoner S.O of that, and he holds the purse strings. I havent even gotten my first short term disability check yet. I just cant call my parents (in another state) and admit to any of this. I have to do this on my own. I have read enough to know if I lie to them, they can charge me with even more.
Now I have to impress upon my teenagers the urgency in NOT leaving the front door hanging open as they often do. I wish I had the $ to pay an attorney, this would give me "some" piece of mind. One day at a time. Ihave got to "walk this dog home on my own".
She is talking about after she got out and wrote more scripts and the d.e.a. and police were trying to talk to her and when she finally talked to them she denied it, therefore they could not prove she did it.
You pretty much have to be cought red handed.
How do I know? because I was there..........and the one she tried to blame it on, and of course they could do nothing to me because they could not PROVE it!!
Boy!!! We do some of the stupidest things for our doc. don't we. geeezzz.
AJ
I knew, rule of thumb, NEVER use your real name. have the PIC pick up. Maybe it is her trying to frame me? All I know, is I will NEVER EVER do it again, or be associated with anyone doing it. It is NOT worth the consequences or stress and worry it causes, and guilt.
Anyone considering doing it, DONT! I am so embarassed and ashamed of my behavior. I hope when I have a year or more soberity under my belt, I can witness to others. Honestly, if I wasnt under the influence I would of NEVER done such acts. No drug high is worth your freedom or sanity.
I never envisioned soberity being like this. For the most part, I feel so much better physically. I started smoking weed at age 12 and drinking alcohol. The very thought of being sober scared the he!! out of me, because it was something I didnt know how it felt. Fear of the unknown.
I work a respectable job and I was high on pain pills daily. I do have legitimate health problems, but not to the extent I was using. I hope someone reading my posts and considering doing something that will haunt them forever, thinks twice. I could of been, or still could be someone that spends time incarcerated. It is only by the grace of God I go.