how bad is my addiction

[cashontrees]

im am addicted to this and hycodan at the same timw for about 3 years i take about a  1 1/2  to 2 ounces   of tussionex a day i have drank 3 and 4 ounces in a day many times with ease  thought and put any where from 2 tsp to a whole ounce in sprit and i never dont have a cup i also take klodipin i take 2 to 4 mgs a day and take at least 100mg of lortab about ten 10mgs a day but sometimes it does reach up to 20 tens a day plus the cough syrups how bad is my withdrawl for the codiene going to be i dont take lortabs every day proably bout 3 out of 7 but the other drugs are every day ive quit before with nothing just cold turkey but i always come back the cough syrups are perscibed for asirating stomach acid into my lungs at night and throwing up everyday this is the only thing that kills the pain and relaxes i guess my reflexes it makes me no throw p and i threw up for years before i new about codiene i was never around drugs before this started then they started giving me both cough syrups and my throwing up about 40 or more ounces of stomach acid in the morning completely stopped but i  got a serious tolerance so i dont take as much lortabs anymore i threw up so much they had to redo abunch of teeth and thats why i was on lortabs and vicoden i just want to know if there is a type medcined that can do tussionexs  and hycodan job  and how bad is my with drawl gonna be its been alomst completely constant for 3 years and thos are my doses and yes my doctor perscribes them none of this is illegal how bad off am i with the withdrawl for a long time i had no i dea that tussionex was 10mg per 5ml and hycodan was 5mg per 5ml i meen i had no idea i was drinking this much codiene ikno w the amounts i am telling you are riddiculous ive given my buddy one teaspoon of tussione and he cant stay awake but the is the thruth and these are pretty accurate amounts please be honest i really wanna  know hat i should expect withdrawl wise and how bad its gonna be

[peaceinknowing]

Are you alright? Nothing is worth taking your life over. If you've gotten clean on your own before in the past as you've stated you have, then you can do it again. Getting sober is an amazing thing.

[cashontrees]

SO IVE BEEN THREW WITHDRAWL MANY TIMES AND ALWAYS DID IT MYSELF NO PROFESIONAL HELP I THINK IM JUST TO THE POINT WHERE I DONT SEE WHY TO PICK UP MY MEDS WHY TAKE IT WHY NOT JUST SHOOT MYSELF MY WHOLE LIFE IS BUILT AROUND GUNS MONEY DRUGS AND MEANINGLESS RELATIONSHIPS WITH WOMEN WHO USED ME FOR MY CASH AND DRUGS WETHER WEED OR DOPE PILLS IT DIDNT MATTER AND IM NOT A SMALL TIME GUY HAVE MADE ALOT BUT THE MONEY THE WOMEN WHO DONT LOVE ME AND NO MATTER WHAT HOW MUCH I INNTOXICATE MYSELF WITH OPIATES AND BENZOS AND SYRUPP ALL DAY ALL I THINK OF IS THIS MONEY MEENS NOTHING THIS DRUGS ARE JUST TO NUMB MY MIND SO WHY NOT JUST NUMB IT WITH MY ****** 45
IVE BEEN THREW A BAD ADDICTION TO PERCS STAY UP AND JUST DO YOU

[cashontrees]

alright i lied i was addicted to everything im a addict but this is the only medicine that helps and im not sure what to do mainly addicted to opiates but have tried pretty much everything but crack straight herion and meth have been addicted to oxycotin for about four years and quiite it myself also addicted to valium , xanax and petty much anything with codiene for about five years it was bad with xanax when i was younger so ive done my fare sharre it just seems like if someone know you are or have been addicted to drugs they think you are lying about stuff
IT TRULY IS THE ONLY TWO DRUGS THAT STOP MY CRAZY CHEST PAIN IN MY LUNGS AND ESOPHOGUS AND ITS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME NOT THROW UP IN THE MORNING ANYTHING ELSE DOESNT WORK AND I THROW UP JUST STOMACH ACID TO A EXTREME AMOUNT WITH BLOOD AND IM I TIRED OF BEING IN PAIN AND THE PAST 3 YEARS HAVE BEEN THE LEAST AMOUNT OF PAIN I COULD ASK FOR I KNOW IT DOESNT FIX IT BUT IT MAKES IT BERABLE I SO YOU CAN MAKE YOURE THOUGHTS WHICK I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR OTHERWISE IM IN GREAT SHAPE I WORK OUT I HAVE GREAT RESULTS FOR MY KIDNEY AND LIER AND BLOODWORK SO IM HEALTHY IM JUST VERY ADDICTED TO THIS WORSE THAN OXYS PECS TABS MORPHINE XANAX VALIUM ANYTHING IVE EVER BEEN ADDICTED TO IT HAS JUST GOT BAD AND IM PRETTY MUCH INTOXICATED BEYOND BELIEF 24 7 365 I GO TO SCHOOL WITH STYROFOAM CUPS ON THE DALY

[cashontrees]

23

[peaceinknowing]

I know what they are -- but a lot of times it isn't within someone's best interest to take another pill to get off of another, even cough syrup with codeine. How old are you?

[cashontrees]

ohh i was saying is prometh a good way to kick my habit there little white pillls

[cashontrees]

so no i dont need to know about other codiene cought syrupps

[cashontrees]

kolodin is the only one that will stay its just this is what works its just expensive and recently has got more annoying to get the quatities of syrupp but it hasnt gotten to where i have nothing its just well i know its not good for me

[peaceinknowing]

Are you trying to get off of all these medications for good? It sounds like [in your second post here] you're trying to find a way to ask for another type of codeine cough syrup.

[cashontrees]

and i am very aware that it has become a addiction considering it started with lke 4 teaspoons a day of tussionex and ive been taking klodipin fo over 6 years will this effect my withhdrawl from the hycodan and tussionex and the hydrocodone pills is promethazine affective i have bunch of 25 mg pill he never game me the liquid prometh with codiene is that what i should ask for what is a good way to go about this