ive been clean for nine months and i sometimes still ahve dreams where im using in my dreams.it just cuz our addiction is still active and even though we r not using its just cuz we r addicts.we will be addict till the day we die we just have to be strong and have faith in a higher power that we wont act on our addiction.i hope u the best and god bless.
Do you think you may be thinking about it because you are watching documentaries on it? That's a little creepy don't you think? I know it would make me crazier than I am.
Hun, you need to get busy. Keep yourself occupied. Visit friends (who are clean). Read. Watch a good old movie. Clean your house. Volunteer. Go for a walk. Join a support group. There is a mental battle going on with you right now and if you don't get it under control I fear what you may do.
I hope you are okay.
As a heroin addict clean for 6 months my wife has been clean for a year. Today 6 months after last using heroin i staarted to crave heroin all day. After using for 13 years it came out the blue but what triggered it was seeing a roll of tin foil . So craving never goes away but i can tell you that it gets longer in between Cravings the longer you have been clean.So thats all it is craving the drug i loved and you loved for so long.Long for me anyway. Dont watch anything to do with drugs documentarys and so onThats the reason you cant stop thinking about heroin I wish you the best of luck ,,,,,,James