i am so suspicious of him

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So its one thing that I never paid attention to before but when on opiates do ur pupils get larger or smaller? I'm proud of him for going on day 5 but is he really? I was in his pocket the first 3 days and didn't leave his side. However day 4 he seemed so totally alright. Almost TOO alright. He had a break down on day 4 and said he might go behind my back and now I can't bring myself to trust him. I just don't know what to do. However its day 16 for me!!! So that's exciting :) I just wish I KNEW for a fact that it is his day 5.

gnarly_1 · Answer

HI just wanted to say congrads on your clean time...now would be a good time to look into some aftercare it will help you learn some coping skills and give vyou the tools you need to live a clean and sober lifestyle.....good luck and God bless......Gnarly

notgoingdown · Answer

what avisg said... with ah he doesnt get the pinpoint pupils... I think he would if he was on heroin or large mg oxy's... what he does get is that his pupils stay sorta small while in low light. They arent tiny but they are too small.

avisg · Answer

Shay you are right they do get bigger in wd and my pupils were never pin point when i used so you cant always go by that .
As IBK said right now you have to worry about your sobriety you can be worrying about his you can only be accountable for you ...

vicki595 · Answer

Shay~~   I was speaking of HIS pupils being pinpoint if he's on opiates. That was the question she posted.      I'm not sure what you're referring to but thanks for the 411...

IBKleen · Answer

I know it is hard but you need to put more focus on your own recovery. If he is using there is nothing you can do. 

You don't have enough clean time to be running around trying to keep him clean. I promise you that you will use before he gets clean if you keep this up.

Please take care of YOU!

CinChelle · Answer

Congrats on ur clean time Shay!! So if they are small is it a def that he's on opiates? He keeps doing things that make me believe in him but when I'm not around him I'm a mess with worry .

Shay839 · Answer

When uare in serious withdraw from opiates your pupils get bigger. Just from experience. Been clean from methadone since 5/6/09 and clean of lortab for 23 days. Keep in touch.