no your in the right place, i don't know no one resonded to u. i hear your deperation. i have mnay medical pain problems myself . i was freaking out like you. i was taking 3 viic es every 4 hours a day for years and got knows what my liver is like now. i went to a new pm doc and he didn't like vicodin so he put me on opana er, then 6omg of oxycontin, then from late may to mid july......i went from 75mcg to 150mcg. I kept having to up it because my tolerance wanted more and more. my body was probably accicted and i have a depence on it. after 2 weeks on any pain med that happens. well i couldn't take anymore b/c you can only go so high on pain meds and then they don't work anymore. fentanyl is the worse drug ever. i didn't realize that ti'll i detoxed and felt like i was dying. its a very nasty drug. its half - life is 17 hours....2x the amount of herion and 80 times stronger than morphine. oh and do not take methadone b/c you will be in real big trouble. its the worsy drug next to the fentanyl patch. i was scared about my pain after and the withdrawals. i detoxed 2 weeks ago and still feel like hell. you need to talk to a pain specialist ...a good one. private message me if you need more questions.
I am answering this myself. I am sorry everyone, I believe I posted this question on the wrong topic area. As I said, I am new here....and I didn't realize I was in the "addition" place. I posted my question in another area. If nobody can help me, that's ok. If so, thank you.
Sorry again