just an update

I was feeling horrible yesterday. But today is a better day. I slept 10 hrs and woke up feeling much better about my situation. I was 46 days clean and relapsed for 4 days. And everyone was right. It was not nearly as bad as the first time. THANK GOD... I feel little if nothing like I did before. I just want to thank everyone who responded to my post. I think that if I come on here on a daily bases I will do better this time. And I will stay clean. The biggest issue i have is the lack of energy even after 46 days clean. If anyone has any suggestions that would be helpful.
Everyone have a good day!

[gizzy32]

Way to go on getting back up, that is tough to do after a relapse. May I ask what triggered you to use? Addiction is sneaky, so do whatever it takes this time to stay clean. I agree, I think you should come on here daily, it's a great support group and we are all fighting for the same thing and there is so much to learn:)

As far as the energy, for most that is the last to come. It is a major adjustment getting clean and our bodies have taken a beating, but the good news is that we heal with time and there are so many positive changes that start happening. Look in the top right of this page. In the health page you will find the amino acid protocal, that can really help. Good luck and congrats.