i have posted before, so sorry if i am repeating myself, just last post on page 3-4, nobody seems to look that far back.
i just want to know if anyone else is with drawing from codeine and what are there experiences. i am on day clean, iclean, clean woo hoo. i am having a good day today, but also had a great day on day, until that night, got no sleep at all, i convinced my self that night that i was a better person on the drugs than off ( that was deff the case that night), day was like a freight train had ran over me, so with what little energy i had i dragged myself to the pharmacy to get a packet of 32, asked for them, then some thing inside make me change my mind, had them in my hand, but handed them back before i paid for them, very luckly for me my family doctor clinic is next door, so went to him instead,for anyone who does not want anyone to know that they are on them, there is no shame, if i had not gone to my doctor i would be back to sq one, as i was on a very high dose 60-64 tablets a day he said i was lucky tohave the sence to know some thing was wrong,i had to take a tablet in the clinic to slow my heart down,honestly thought i was going to die, sorry for rammbling, but its so good to tell you guys my story so far
anyway can i expect more bad days to follow, i start a new job on monday and was hoping the worst will be over,its great to take to profecionals, but nobody can give us better advice than you guys who have been/are going throu this
please reply anyone as i really look forward to reading your replys