last day without and scared

[sad1258]

Have been taking Lortab 10 for 4 years.  3 months ago got kicked out of pain clinic...got caught getting them from primary doc and pm..stupid!  I have weened from last rx..have one more left. No one knows what I am going through..have no one to talk too...I am extremely sad, anxious and trying to act normal...will I ever feel like I want to live again?????  Please someone talk to me........

[Cantdothisanymore]

hi all! i made it though 6 hours of work.  i am only on half days this week and i gave it a little extra effort.  I was so happy to be at work with my mind occupied BUT i always worked on pills so my energy level was always high. today was pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty frikkin awesome! got home little bit ago and i was starving! just ate lunch and now i am gonna clean and try to keep my momentum going!  i wont lie - my cravings are awful. i want one ( or 30 ) so bad i cant stand it. i keep imagining how great i can feel if i "pop" a few......it is so hard to resist.  stay with me you are all saving my life because i am NOT going down again! on my own i am certain i will fail.

[sad1258]

Day 7..God help me!!!  feeling better..but titering on the edge of those horrible feelings..
cantdothisanymore--so proud of you..you are really making it!! just know I am sending positive thoughts your way...we are all right there beside you!!!

[sunshine1109]

Cantdothisanymore- Up and off to work that's great. Your gonna make it through this day with flying colors. The worst is behind you and cravings yeah those will come but those you can fight to with all you might..Im saying a lil prayer for you right now...Like Dav125 says just tell them to Beat It they arent welcome in your life...Have a Great Day ...I got to the cardiologist today so Ill be checking in later to see how everyone is doing..
Sad I hope all is okay Im still praying for you..Sunshine

[Dav125]

Nope ,no cravings allowed. Cantdoit the efficient employee is at work and she'll be darned if the little demons are going to invade that territory too!..Tell um to do the Michael Jackson,,"Just beat it beat it, beat it,beat it." :)

[Cantdothisanymore]

at work - just peeking in to see how you all are doing.....i think i may be okay today but the cravings were getting the better of me so i needed to come here for some inspiration.

[Dav125]

Darn night owl children! They apparently have been getting back up once I fall asleep and raid the house all night. No wonder I've had a sink full of dishes the past three mornings. They were horseplaying and one of my daughter let out a squeal which alerted me. I ran their butts to bed. Then couldn't sleep. No wonder the little ratheads have been sleeping all day!

Have a great day! Love the thoughts on changing your named btw :)