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I'm really scared...called poison control and they said I'd die
I'll never never take it again. I just tossed 70 pills
I've been researching rehabs for alcohol...this is not the way I want to die
r2r
By the way....FYI.....liver failure is a very slow and painful process. I was told by a nurse practitioner that it's a very painful way to die. Many times we need a push to get us to stop. You'll find very shortly that you'll have allot more energy without the Vics!
seems like when i used to deprive myself of pills..like take less one day..it would make me want to take a ton the next day..for me tapering was not really an option and ct worked best..and getting rid of any leftovers hanging around the house or pharmacy
What Avis wrote was correct. You can feel fine for a couple days after the vomiting but the liver levels keep going up. What I did was incredibly stupid but I was mixing alcohol and vicodin and had no idea of how many I'd taken till too late.
When I was released from the hospital all I could do was rest for 10 days. I have never been so exhausted in my life. Then I admitted myself into a 28 day rehab. It was the best gift I ever gave myself. I'm now 5 months clean and working a recovery program. My liver levels are fine but I still have a lot of fatigue and exhaustion, plus depression issues which were there before.
So, thank you to all of you who listened and replied, especially those who told me to get to the ER. I was really scared and needed that extra push out the door I guess.
It's so strange looking back...I had forgotten I even wrote on this forum that night. I wanted to see some of my other posts from when I was trying to detox alone, just as a reminder.
I am so very very lucky to have had a wakeup call. When I was using I felt like I wanted to die so many times, the total utter despair was overwhelming. But, when it came right down to it, laying in that bed in the hospital with my sister telling me she put me on a prayer chain...I wanted to live.
Feel free to ask me any questions or message me directly.
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good to hear about the rehab and the program you're working --
my version of self-help, top-secret recovery almost killed me.
what's the word on your liver?
CATUF
If you don't mind sharing. Really, it does give hope for those who are on like 15-20 a day.
Thanks
Anyway..a word of caution (and just my opinion)...if anyone on here ever asks if they should go to an ER, I highly recommend answering YES, no matter what your personal experience or what you've heard. I think that in my case, I had an intuition that something was very wrong. I too had taken lots of vikes and/or ultram and/or percosets in the past, but never really combined them with a lot of alcohol (at least 2 bottles of wine...and counting.) Prior to this, I had never gone to an ER in my life, much less for any drug/alc related incident.
Most of us who post here are addicts. We don't always tell the truth, or, in my case, completely know it. We can tend to minimize things... lol..ya think?;-) Though I was not minimizing the number of vike, I was vague about the alcohol. I very much appreciate those who told me to err on the side of caution and GO.
may we all be free of the chains of active addiction...
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My original script was for 90. After I had been vomiting for a few hours I got the bright idea to count the remaining pills...70.
I'm so thankful not to be on the merry go round anymore. I was going from booze to ultram to vikes to perc to klonopin to wine to ambien.
yeah...now I take vitamins and an antidepressant and the ocassional advil.
I have been concern with my liver for such a long time..Even though i have had test done, i am still very worried..., even with the clean time i have, the milk thristle that i have and still take...When our minds get clear and we realize how much tyenol we have put in our systems it is pretty scary.. I have actually taken probably the same amount as you did that day, in the same amount of hours...I guess we just never know when it will happen...I really hope the lurkers and ones trying to stop read this post.., and realize that this is very real, and our livers can only handle so much...My concern does get less with time, but I still get feelings that i need to test every so often to be sure..
I am so glad you are doing so good....God bless
r2r