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long term effects

by Nickmbb, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
Tags: Addiction
For the past 6 year, I have been taking 8mg of valium everyday. Fot the past 2 years, I have been having a host of unexplained aches and pains through out my body. My PCP has stress tested me...had an egg done, cant find any reason for the strange aches and pains that seem to plaque my upper body. Someone told me that these may actually be withdraw from valium even though I'm still taking the drug. I asked my PCP about this and he sort of shoe-shoed the idea. He can't explain the pains, but does not think that 8mg of valium could of cause me to tolerrabce and withdraw. Any ideas? Is my PCP just covering his arse?
Member Comments (66)

by suzieneedshelp, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: ? since only 1 new one perday.plz help
I am soo nauseated.  Am in day 4 of detox OFF ULTRAM ( BUT WAS ON STADOL AND WONDER IF THIS IS STILL FROM IT SINCE THEY ARE SAME FAMILY) at home.  I have not been able to keep anything down since lunch yesterday.  I keep coughing and gaggin and have a lot of flem (phlegm) too but cuz of nauseea cant keep antihistamine down.  I am getting worried here cuz it wont let up.  NAUSEA IS THE WORST!
Any ideas?
Thx,
Suzie

by ChiTownGirl, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: Suzie
Hello, if you have access to a medical doctor, ask him for an anti-nausea med.  I have taken these before and they really help prevent you from throwing up and takes the nausea away. Unfortunately I cannot remember the name of the med.  But the MD will know.   How are you doing at day 4?  How has your WD's been?Email me either here or my private address at yahoo.com.   Take care my friend.  CTG.

by suzieneedshelp, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: CTG
I ran out of phenergan this a .m. but.. it wasnt helping... this is relentless!
Suz

by WifeofAddict, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: Suzie
Hey there,
Sorry to hear you are having a tough time.  I wonder if you have the flu?  It sounds like it to me.  But then again, i haven't been through withdrawals.  Anyways to help with the nausea, i take Gravel.  Here in Canada you can buy it without a prescription, but i don't know where you live and if you can do the same.  Just take it easy, and it too shall pass.  
I hope you feel better soon,
Catherine

by lifeisbetter, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: Suzie
Can you ask the Dr. for Compazine instead? It really helped me when I was in the hospital. That and Bentyl for the stomach cramps. I stayed on the bentyl for a couple of weeks after detox. Your getting there though Suzi. Your gonna feel so glad your free!

by suzieneedshelp, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: Life...
Thx hon but compazine makes me sick.  I am just stickin it out now. Kept some milk down and am sipping water now.  Ty...

Suzie
Thx to everyone for your suggestion!

by Bungee7, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: Suzie...
Suzie,

I am so proud of you. You are actually doing it. I know you know i'm going to detox next weekend...by reading how you are doing it gives me strength, thanks for that! And keep up the good work. I will talk to you soon.

-Anthony

by lisabet, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: suzieneedshelp/everybody
Hi Suzie - I just read your posts; God I didn't realize you were having such a rough time.  A good thing for nausea is an over-the-counter liquid - Imitrol or Emitrol, I think. I wish you were here with me so I could fix you some peppermint tea (another stomach settler) and chicken noodle soup (the saltiness helps).  You sweetie, you - hope tomorrow is a better day.
Everyone - I just want to let everyone know this wonderful woman has e-mailed me a couple of times in the past few days checking on me to see if I was OK. AND JUST NOW after reading her posts I realize how much she is suffering!!!!  If this is not a class act, I don't know what is.  
My love and prayers to everyone - recovering, struggling and those still using.  We all have to believe that there will be a light at the end of the tunnel.  Just being here is admitting we acknowledge our problem and wanting to do better.  It's a huge step, in my opinion.  Love/Peace, Lisabet

by kebby, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: lisabet
Hey Lisbet, good to hear from you. Last I had heard you were down to 4 a day. Where are you at this point? Keb

by saveyourself, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: suzie
Hey Girl,

Does WD suck or what.  I absolutly hate WD with such a passion. I wish I could just pick up my glock,then shoot it and kill the *******.  The amazing thing is how I have volenteered for the WD. I hope your feeling better.  Did you get my E mail?
Strength and Honor
Greg

by suzieneedshelp, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
OMg... u know i have not been active here for a couple months and now i come back and wammy.. u people amaze me.  now i know why i loved this place so much before!  I am a total stranger to you and yet you reach  out to me!  Wut renewed faith in the human race you demonstrate to me.  I am in awe of your love, kindness and generosity!
I wish i could give you all at least one big hug!
Suzie

by Elvis27, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: Lifeisbetter
Thanks for writing back.  I appreciate the advice so much. I found a psych. who specializes in addiction medicine today.  Is that the same as an addictionologist?  I am supposed to gat a call back on Wednesday so I can set up an appointment.  I am also going to call my Doc. about the Quinine.  My legs hurt so bad. I can't wait until I never have that feeling again. I have learned more from this forum than from anywhere else about what we are all going through.  I did pretty well today.  I had 3 v's and 1 ms contin but I feel like complete garbage right now.  The ms was my last and I only have about 15 more v's to get me to the 27th.  I have no idea how I will make it. I was about to take a few more v's tonight to calm down, but I thought I would tough it out and post a message instead.  Everyone here is so supportive and I am so happy to have found this place.  

Elvis27

ps - did I post in the right place?

by lisabet, Jan 13, 2003 12:00AM
To: kebby
Hi Kebby - thanks for asking about me.  I "kinda" relasped for a couple of days, but I'm trying to get back on track.  I've learned from all the great people on this forum to not beat myself up too bad when I've slipped up.  This is the greatest place; I read all the posts and just absorb everything. I have no doubt that one of these days I will be "clean" and hopefully will have the life experiences to help others (ai: hippee, Rex and others).  How are you doing, sweetie?  Hope life is good for ya.  Love/Peace, Lisabet

by rainman, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: DubeMechanic and everyone
I am in the same boat as you, my friend. I am just finishing day # 9 of cold turkey w/d from MS Contin (morphine) also. I seem to be doing OK. I take Darvocets a couple of times a day for the aches but now I am out. I thought I would compare symptoms. Body aches, especially lower back. Very broken sleep. I keep waking up with this hot, prickly feeling. Even when I don't have the body aches my body just doesn't feel right yet. It is hard to describe. I think I felt better around day #6 and then it seems like I backslid. I just wish I could get better sleep. I feel so lethargic. I wonder when my sleep will get better. I just want to feel normal again. I guess it can only get better from here I hope. Hang in there, bud. Stay strong. God Bless.

by lifeisbetter, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: Elvis
Well now I know why you take drugs. My mom named me Kent and I'm a girl!!! It's not that funny when your a kid to have a weird name. But at least you didn't have to deal with gender identity problems. Everyone called me a boy until I grew...you know... up. (I know... you thought I was gonna say boobs, didn't you?!)

by teeitup, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: Vicojen
Good luck, I'll be thinking of you!

teeitup!

by lifeisbetter, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: Elvis
Thanks for the kind words. Yes, an addiction specialist is the same thing as an addictionologist. I think its wonderful that your being proactive in your recovery. Just make sure he's reputable.  Have you been able to speak with him on the phone so you can get a sense of how much he knows. Ask kebby her experience with dealing with a new Dr.recently, he was so clueless he told her the reason she got addicted is that she's a "fun girl" and she just needs to go have fun. If you can't find anything out about him, come early for your appointment and ask his other patients how they feel about him. and yes...you posted in the right place. If you have any questions just put out a general post for help.
good luck!

P.S. what's up with the Elvis thing? Your not projecting are you? I mean you do know he died on the toilet Right? Just checking!

by lifeisbetter, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: Suzi
Hey girl is the nausea any better? Hang on its almost over. We are all with you.

by Elvis27, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: lifeisbetter
That's my real name.  Thanks for writing back, you a tremendous help.

Elvis

by LouAnn, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: suzieneedshelp
Hang in there!  I've detoxed numerous times from just about every painkiller known to man!  I found that Ultram was, by far, the worst!  The nausea, headaches and anxiety were horrible, much worse than percocet, vicodin, etc.  I'm proud of you for sticking with it! This my first time here.  I can relate to almost every post I've read.

by J. E. W., Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
Hello to everyone IM new at this computer stuff so please bear with me. I am in my 3rd day of ct wds. I was basicly taking any kind of opiate pill Icould get my gruby hands on.            ive been reading everything on all threads. (Is that what there called)? Your stories have helped alot! THIS WD **** SUCKS AND HURTS HAVE HAD TENTION HEADACHE SINCE DAY ONE ! Thanks for sharing your stories.                                                                           J.E.W.

by DubeMechanic, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: J.E.W.

Yes, theyre called threads.

And congrats on your 3rd day clean! You are on your way up by now or tommorow.. the worst should be past!

It only gets better. Day 12 for me off a heavy morhpine habit and I feel great (not as great as before I got addicted, but getting there).

Keep on track and keep posting, we're all here to help each other. This board is what finally motivated me to quit. Dont worry about rambling or anything, just post a message.. it helps when youre on the edge of relapsing or cant sleep or whatever.

Keep it up! We are all on your side and we've (most of us) been right where you are now. Yes it sucks a bit but down the road your smile will be from ear to ear knowing you kicked those pills out of your life :)

God Bless

DM

by DubeMechanic, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: Save yourself

Heh, liked the comment about the Glock and shooting the pills. Might do a little target practive with the Styre AUG and blow a few of my old pill bottles away this weekend. Im already smiling at the thought :) Heh, 5.56 NATO rounds against little pills.. wonder if any pieces will be left for the wild life.. hope not.

God Bless

DM

by J. E. W., Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
WELL IM                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               WELL Im back! Cant sleep!   Im a 47 yr. old femal.  This is the 3rd time Ive detoxed. First was in a 28 day center, Second was in the hosptal. I overdosed on meth. Those two were in 1998. I stayed clean for a couplof yrs after my hospital trip. Ive been taking vics. perks. did methadone for awhile duragec patches whatever I could get. I have chronic back pain was my excuse! Most times I would buy it from other people! If I ran out Id go to hospital and fake it. I just got to the point that I couldnt stand the lies anymore! Its pretty bad when you lie to yourself and anyone who will believe you that you hurt as bad as you makeout you do. BUTTTT its agreat step forward to admit it not only to ones self but to others that we have a big problem and to take a step to corect it! Ipray to GOD above that Ican stay clean this time forever! I have 4 grown kids. Live with my boyfriend of 14 yrs. And have 7 grandchildren all of whom I LOVE very much! So I need to stay alive for them all too!    Got to try and sleep a little now! ITS4am here!!!!!!!!!!   BYE  FOR  NOW  LOVE  TO  ALL!!!!!!!  J.E.W.                                    



































by saveyourself, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: Dubemech
This may sound a little crrazy, but you my relate, I have saved 5 calenders from 2002.  It has been a very hard year,finacially,metally.spiritually and physically. The worst of my life.  A friend I mine belongs to a gun club we go shoot at.  I am taking my Bushmaster AR 15 along 300 full metal jacketed .223 rounds (10 clips) and site the AR by shooting each day of the year of one calender.  I have been trying to get this gun sited for months.

Then I am taking my Winchester Defender 12 gauge and going to stand about 10 feet from the targets (calenders) and blow that year to hell, where it belongs.

Now that you metion it a few empty pill bottles might be theraputic too. I have got 38 days off the pills and finally just starting to feel human again.  I have always read your posts and thanks, you were a big help in the painful early phases of WD.
Strebgth and Honor
Greg

by saveyourself, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: suzienh
suzie,

If you haven't been here for months, who has been posting for the last few weeks using your user name? Spooky.

by suzieneedshelp, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: Save
No.. that is me!  I was here very little i should have said.  I did not post at all for weeks though.  
It is me...Suzie is real!  No doubt.
I am still quite nauseated and last night i was going nuts on the prowl for my old stadol!  It was ok though coudl not find any!  I got some menthol nasal spray to give me the burn and now i am better.  I can't even smoke but a few puffs without getting sick to my tummy.  I prolly was having nicotine withdrawal too!  Geez.
thx people!
Suzie

by Rex1, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: saveyourself
38 days - way to go bud.

Take out a few 2002 calendars for me, will ya?

Rex

by Rex1, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: Suzee
I will say a prayer for you today. I hope things get better.

For me, I had to go cold turkey - there is no middle ground for me. Zero is my magic number.

Rex

by Jennibean, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: lisabet
Just wanted to say way to go! You relapsed and you are back here already! It is all to easy to let a relapse keep going and going because we tell ourselves, "you already messed up might as well keep going" before you know it a couple days turns into a few months. You are awesome to not let your brain trick you that way, instead you forgave yourself immediately and got right back on you program. To me that is a sign of someone who is gonna make it!! Just wanted to say I am proud of you!
Jen

by Rex1, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: lisabet, Suzee,Vicojen
I just wanted to say that it gives me great comfort to hear from both of you. I know you guys are struglling, but I ma praying for you and I KNOW that you will come through this victorious.

I pray that whatever strength you need, God will provide, and that we here can be of some motivation to you.

Yes, this hell what we are going through. But as long as you keep coming back, it means that you are determined!

Please continue to be good to yourselves and give others here encouragement. There are days when I need that so bad I cannot even tell you what it means...

Love to all,

Rex

by FINISHED!!, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: rex1
Hey Rex,
  I'm done with the tests for the time being...they found a "growth" in my esophagus. Did biopsies to check for cancer etc.
Feel pretty lousy today. The flu I think. Feels like I did when I had withdrawls though. Is that possible 150 or so days later?

Anyways...I aksed the GI doc about your concerns & she agreed with me regarding diet & the discontinued use of motrin, relafen etc. This stuff hurts so I hope you can catch in time...sounds as though you can. I'll pray for that.

MrsRat,
  Thanks for your concern & kind words. It means a lot to me to come here & get support...dor whatever the problem.

Thanks to ALL!!!

FINISHED!!

by Rex1, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: FINISHED
Sorry to hear about that. Please post when you know the results.

Please email me sometime at ***@****. If you are going to any local so cal events regarding racing, I would love to get together and see you.

I know you will come through all of this.

You know, I get these "down feelings" sometimes, like now. I have this cold that everyone on the planet seems to have gotten - the thing just won't die! But am I inccorectly associating it with withdrawels? I think I am.

Its just that when I used to get sick I didn't feel depressed - just sick. Now I feel sick and down.

I don't know, but I hate it. Hope you feel better and if it that you are just sick with the flu, time is on your side.

Rex

by J. E. W., Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: DUBE/ANYONE
thanks Dube for your encouragement this is not an easy road were all on. Nomatter if its day one or onehundred!!!!!!!!!! But if we all help each other through it we can make it! Ijust feel like there are others like me out there and Im not alone anymore reading these stories.                         J.E.W.

by WifeofAddict, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: All
Elvis IS SO Alive!

by J. E. W., Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: EveryoneEveryone
Does anyone know how long your body feels like you drank 10 pots of coffee? I have the jitters tooooooooooo bad. I couldnt sleep last night at all. And still today am going stir crazy!!!! I dont have any source of a relaxent of any kind and have trid kava kava but it doesnt work! could this be from the vitamins? I started taking High potientcy multiple B6 and mineral suplement yesterday. Any suggestions would be helpful! Im at the beginning of day 4 of C.T, W.D. Please let me know A.S.A.P.                                                                     GOD BLESS US ALL!!!!!!!!                 J.E.W.

by sharonver, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: J.E.W.
I'm not sure if its from the vitamins or not,but in my expereince I think that it could be.  The reason why I say this is when I started taking V-B and all of the other multi-vitamins I started feeling kind of speedy and weird!! I don't think it affects everyone like that though.  So I stopped taking them.  I hated to do that because I knew that my body probably needed them in my detox, but I just didn't like the feeling they gave me!  That is my experience... I also felt that way when I tried taking welbutrin.

Sharon

by Jennibean, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
I have to share this with you guys! My problems may have just been diagnosed! I have severe abdominal pain and they have been thinking it is due to all the adhesions in my belly from previous surgeries. I told you how my belly is large as if I am pregnant and very sore. Thing is they always examin me while I am laying down. Well today a Dr examined me while standing and informed me that I have a HUGE hernia! It is massive and alot of my organs are probably herniated through this hole sticking right out into my abdominal skin. The thing is when I lay down they go back in which is why nobody ever found it! I still could have adhesion pain but this COULD BE the cause and if so it is more easily corrected as there is at least a cure for it which is fixing the hernia. The probalm is that I have had recent bowel changes, basically almost impossible to make a number 2.(sorry no nice way to put it) and that has resulted in a giant tear in my rectum also requiring surgery. The dangerous thing is that if my bowel is involved in the hernia and strangulated (which due to my recent bowel changes it probably is) I could die and this becomes an emergency situation so I am waiting to hear from them. If it is an emergency situation I THANK GOD that this Dr finally found it this morning. I could have just dropped dead and left my children. I know if my pain is gone I can stay off of these meds. I always relapse due to pain not usually just because I want to take them. The problem is that when I have the meds I cannot take them the right way, I am powerless over this addiction. But if I am not in pain and don't have the meds I know I can stay off of them! So please send any good wishes or for those that pray, prayers my way that this is all resolved soon and that thsi is teh sole cause of my pain. Unfortunately if it is the adhesions causing most of my pain that will not go away any time soon. So it has to be this hernia causing the pain for me to get my life back! Thanks for listening. I have never known anybody to be excited about having a huge hernia but I am, I am , I am!!! Because I want this pain gone so I can have my life back and my sweet baby girls can have the mommy they deserve and not this sick drug seeking person that I don't even know.
Jen

by kebby, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: Vicajen
Did I ever tell you that I really like your nickname! It makes me want to be friends w/ you ...for the obviously wrong reason. ;0). Anyway, that is potentially great news! I have alread said a prayer for you and will continue to. Please keep us posted. Love ya, keb

by Erika_Ann, Jan 14, 2003 12:00AM
To: Vicojen
I am so excited for you. I read your posts all the time and think you are a very strong willed person. I take my hat off to you for surviving this awful pain and taking care of your children too. You deserve the best in life and Im so happy to hear that this doctor could tell you the problem.
Congrats to you.
Erika

by Elvis27, Jan 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: lifeisbetter
I know what you mean.  I would much rather be a guy named Elvis than a girl named Kent.  You are a good person no matter what your name is.  I thank you again for responding to my initial post.  You are a big help and if we knew eachother in person I am sure we would be great friends.  I had another good day today.  I had 3 V's.  I hope I can make it through the rest of this week without going too nuts.  I have to go now. Take care.

Elvis

by suzieneedshelp, Jan 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Rainman, J.E.W., Rexster
Rainman...and J E W...best wishes to you guys!  This detox sucks!  I am also on day 6 but am not any better.  The 1st couple 3 days were a breeeze compared to this.  I also have a weird tingling feeling in my tongue.  
Rex ty for all your kind words hon.  I pray that your plight will be easier and more inspired to llive life to the fullest every day.
Suzie hugs ya!

by J. E. W., Jan 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Suzie / everyone
Suzie thanks for your prayers and encouragement!!!!!!!!    Today will be the start of day 5!!!!!!! Ijust pray that on sat. I feel better cause I have to go back to work......The way I feel now I dont think I could function right!!!!!!! I take care of preschool children. they are so sweet and full of life. Ido feel alot better right now but we have to take this it seems 1 min. at a time!! My prayers are with everyone.          J.E.W.

by rainman, Jan 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Suzie and everyone
I have made it through day #10 and this has been the best one yet. I felt almost normal again....almost. Suzie, keep fighting the good fight. You are so close. I really think that I can now say the worst is behind me. At least I hope. Thanks for all the support and I will keep you updated. Strength and courage to all. It is worth it to break free and regain some control again. God Bless all.

by Rex1, Jan 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: rainman
Way to go - it's all down hill from here (mostly)...

Rex

by lisabet, Jan 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: rainman - J.E.W.
rainman - day 10!  congratulations!  You've come a long way!

J.E.W. - Sounds like you're doing great - good for you!  

For you both: have you tried Thomas' recipe?  It really takes the edge off those irritating WD symptoms.

Love/Peace, Lisabet

by lisabet, Jan 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: suzieneedshelp
Hey Suzie - so sorry you're having such a rough time...but you've come so far...I'm so-so proud of you. Plus in spite of your pain you're on here everyday offering help and encouragement to everyone else.  You're an inspiration to me, my lady, and I love ya bunches.  Hang in there.  Lisabet

by J. E. W., Jan 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Lisabet
Thanks for your message. Am feeling alot better. My main pain now is tense shoulder and neck muscles.. Thanks to hippie my headache is preety calm. Take care and God bless    J.E.W.

by suzieneedshelp, Jan 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Lisabet
Awww ty hon!  Love you too!  I come here every day to get rejuvenated from you kind people!  It is purely selfish...
I am one of those nurturing souls and it helps me to offer help.  So that too is selfish!
Peace, hugs, love!
Suzie

by imjasonok1, Jan 16, 2003 12:00AM
Ive been taking ULTRAM fro about 7 weeks for long term pain management. I stopped because my perscription ran out and i haven't been over to the VA to get a new one - however i feel like total ****. I went to the doctor and the ran a cat scan thinking i had some major problem. If this i withdrawl symtoms how long should i expect them to last? They told me at the VA this was non-addictive.  
I feel a little scared,

Jason

by braindead, Jan 22, 2003 12:00AM
HEY EVERYBODY
How come no-one's talking about "LONG TERM EFFECTS" and how it AFFECTS you? (lol)

THIS FORUM SAYS "LONG TERM EFFECTS" at the top.
I wanna talk about long term effects, but it seems like everyone
who succesfuly stops, ALSO STOPS COMING TO THIS WEB SITE!
I'm guessing that this is the case because this "long term" forum
seems to be full of people that are talking about being on their
3rd to 30th day of detox.
There are 3 detoxes that are going on, mental, physical and neurolical.
I mentally detoxed when I finally "loved" or rather be doing something else, "I fell out of love with it".
I physically detoxed at around 60 days. "the sh$%s outta my system". Including all metabolites and antitoxin quota my body
learned to make.

Neurologically I am still devastated.
The FDA just recently approved a new type of rapid detox that
they had to pass as a "Package License", which is what happens
when big business gets a new drug through.
The "packaging" can be simply that it comes in two parts, such
as a single prescription that you're required to take two types
of medicines together or it doesn't work, so it all comes in one
box, or in this case they're allowing this new "gene altering"
therapy to be used "as long as they also sell you a detox
program", usualy in-patient. So if you're already detoxed
it's hard to get them to just give you the gene altering meds.

Personally I used buprinorphine sublingual from mexico before the FDA passed the use of buprinex injectable for the WDs.
"Subutex" (the sublingual form) has also passed FDA but is not
being stocked yet by the Rx industry. It is available in Mex
as "Temgesic" and costs about $30-$40 per day to RAPID DETOX
yourself. All you have to do is western union about $400-$600
to your favorite mexican pharmacy on the border and they'll send a runner across. Recieving it is legal as long as you tell
your doctor what you're doing and they agree to "supervise".
"You are taking the drug under supervision of a US Doctor"
As soon as the Rx's have it on the shelf though, then it
becomes less legal to import because they don't want to lose
money.
Right now your doctor CAN prescribe buprinex injectable (IM or
Subcutaneously), but you gotta convince em you know what you're
doing, they don't want to be the ones to "introduce" needles to
you if you haven't already. They come in a vial, strength equal
to 1 1/2 tablets of the sublingual form, but 5 times as effective. I took 4 tabs a day when I used "temgesic"(called "subutex" in USA rx), and one shot a day on buprinex. Buprinex is very affordable, at about $5 a shot, compared with the tablet it's
way cheap. Most expert WD doctors are now willing to let you
try it so don't harp on the mexican rx thing, you don't need to.

For those of you that have never tried it,
IT'S LIKE NOT DETOXING AT ALL!
Except for some very annoying insomnia AFTERWARDS, which my doctor treated initialy with ambien, which worked great but has wd's of it's own, that begin just "by not increasing the dose",
so abien's bad.
Temazapam, a cousin of vallum, does not build much more than an initial tolerance, and few wd's. I was actually fully detoxed
from everything (including withdrawal meds) finally after 9
months. BUT MY BRAIN NEVER RECOVERED. I suffer STILL, from
shakes, spasms, shiiiivvvvers, and mental awkwardness.
That's why I got really interested in this "gene tharapy" thing.

I was convinced that my "receptors" are shot, and along comes
this news brief about the FDA passed a new "gene therapy" for
use "conjunct with rapid detox" where they showed someones
P.E.T. SCAN (positron emmision tomography) of someones normal
brain, someone's brain that was in detox, and their brain after.
Then they show the same "bad" brain after "neuro-re-adaptation"
using this new technique.

SINCE they discovered that YOU NEVER RECOVER YOUR BRAIN ACTIVITY!,
they decided to figure out which "genes" in your brain cells that
you have left(lol),
(which don't regenerate, and never die unless you kill them
of course)
actually get altered by "neuro adaptation" (or "addiction"). Then they introduce some chemical that "deletes or adds a piece of DNA" from your brain cells, and
the living neurons (brain cells), get altered back to the
way they were before neuro adaptation to all the drugs you took.

It can be addative, so all the drugs you've EVER been hooked on,
caused changes to the DNA in YOUR opiate-receptor cells, among
many other receptors!

The thought of being able to "RESET YOUR BRAIN" is awesome.

Don't get discouraged about my still having symptoms after
9 months, either it's rare, or it goes un-noticed, or I'm
a hypocondriac, or it could be in my head.

by percsnomas, Jan 22, 2003 12:00AM
To: Braindead
Hey, that "gene altering" part I find most interesting.
Firstly, the delay in getting Buprenorphine here is ridiculous....

I read the transcript of an interview between Bill Moyers and Dr. Steve Hyman(studies addiction and directs the national institute of mental health).

One of Moyers' questions was: "So even though drugs have changed the brain, it can be changed back?"

Hymans' Answer              : " I don't think that you can have your brain back just the way it was, but I certainly believe recovery is possible. There are some changes in your brain that may be irreversible, especially the kinds of emotional memories that we talked about, they may really be indelible. But people who have a stroke are able to recover by using other parts of their brain which weren't affected. It seems extreme, but you might think of someone who is addicted almost as if they've had a peculiar kind of stroke, which affects their motivation and self-will."


So with the above in mind, I'd love to read more about this gene-altering procedure.....

Percs
(by the way, I'm in my 6th month off percs(ie. "longer term"), and feeling pretty good)

by wannastop, Jan 22, 2003 12:00AM
Does anyone know if there are any long term effects on the heart??  I was on vicodine for 7+ years, taking 10 or better a day, recently my Dr. found that I had a heart problem, the cause still unknown.  But now that I'm 6 days clean I do feel a difference in my heart beat etc.  And of course I feel so much better, I haven't felt this great in years. Anyways I was just wondering.  Thanks a million.  

God Bless

wannastop

by braindead, Jan 22, 2003 12:00AM
To: percsnomas
The company licensed to do ot is CITA (www.citabio.com)
CITA Biomedical inc. is a "penny stock" currently at $.0025$/share, but once was at about $.012. It's a good time to buy
it I imagine, but I'm no stock broker. The "ticker" is "DETOX"
on the stock market.
The company is not answering a lot of questions about the gene
therapy though, since it's a packaged deal with the detox.

I so want to do it, but it could be a hoax to get the stock to come up! (woodsuck..woodsuck)
Here you go,...
This is an excerpt of an older study that led to the current
art.
By the way I'm able to get "Buprenex Injectable", any day of
the week at my local Rx. Are you talking about "Subutex", the
U.S. version of the sub-lingual tablet that's called "temgesic"
in mexico??

Anyways the "rapid detox" has been around a while and without
exception buprinorphine is the state of the art, many detox
centers including CITA use it for the detox portion of the treatment. It does take affect within hours and seems
miraculus, so it would be hard to distinguish a clinic
simply using buprenex, and one using it AND gene therapy
to make the change PERMANENT.
It's the "neuro-adaptation" (or re-adaptation) that
"resets" your neuro-receptors, and it is this part that is
heavily licensed, but a lot of clinics are boasting that they
use it when all they do is the buprinorphine and no real
"gene therapy" treatment.
It seems like it would be prime for suckering rich addicts
for 8 grand, and then not even delivering the goods.

I honestly believe CITA has the goods, but how would you
make sure they weren't just giving you some cocktail?

The bottom line is the PET or SPECT (single photon electron
computerized tomography) scan will show a before and after.
But then how do you know it's YOUR PET scan?

I guess I've just become too paranoid and untrusting, if
I could get the procedure then I wouldn't be as paranoid,
then maybe I'd let them do the procedure, but then I wouln't
need it, but then what if it didn't work?(lol)

I'm not sure but I think what they give you is
"GDNF antisense oligoneucleotide ", but there are probably
a half dozen that have been passed.
It's also possible that they inject you with hydrogen peroxide
saturated with nitrous oxide,
if you read the excerpt about what they did to rats in the
animal tests.
They even say below, in "hidden" nerd language,
"pre-treatment with L-N-nitric arginine methylester(10mg/kg)" that they gave the rats an equivilent of you or I injecting 3/4 gram of pure cocaine, chronically, then re-adapted them.
So the same stuff must be used for blow as for opiates.
(arginine methylester is synthetic cocaine)
AKA "ecgonine methyl ester"

CITA is in Beverly Hills, but they have offices in
hospitals around the country.
________________________________________________________________
"[The expression of glial cell derived neurotrophic factor and its receptor GDNFR-alpha and GDNFR-beta mRNA in spinal cord, brainstem and frontal cortex during morphine withdrawal in rats]

Zhou W, Liu H, Xie X.

Ningbo Institute of Microcirculation & Henbane, Ningbo Drug Addiction Research and Treatment Center, Ningbo 315010, China.

OBJECTIVE: To investigate the expression of glial cell derived neurotrophic factor (GDNF) and its receptor GDNFR-alpha (GFRalpha-1) and GDNFR-beta (Ret) genes and the effects of muscarinic receptor antagonists, NMDA receptor antagonist, inhibitor of nitric oxide synthase on the expression of these genes in the spinal cord, brainstem and frontal cortex during morphine withdrawal, and to observe the effects of GDNF antisense oligoneucleotide (i.c.v) on the morphine withdrawal symptoms in rats. METHODS: The levels of GDNF, GDNFR-alpha and GDNFR-beta mRNA were assayed by reverse transcription polymerase chain reaction (RT-PCR) with the beta-actin mRNA as an internal control. RESULTS: The GDNF mRNA levels were increased, and GDNFR-alpha and GDNFR-beta mRNA levels was slightly increased in the spinal cord and brainstem during morphine dependence. These genes were decreased at 1 h, increased at 2 h after administration of naloxone in morphine dependent rats. While the GDNF, GDNFR-alpha and GDNFR-beta levels in the frontal cortex were increased significantly at 1, 2 and 4 h after the injection of naloxone during morphine withdrawal. The pre-treatment with L-N-nitric arginine methylester (10 mg/kg), the expressions of GDNF and GDNFR-beta in the spinal cord, both GDNFR-alpha and GDNFR-beta in the frontal cortex were decreased. The expressions of both GDNF and GDNFR-alpha in the frontal cortex were decreased by treatment with MK801 (0.5 mg/kg), and the expressions of GDNF in both the stem and cortex, and GDNFR-beta in the brainstem decreased by treatment with the methyl-scopolamine (0.5 mg/kg). The beta-actin mRNA levels were not different in each group. Moreover, the morphine withdrawal symptoms were attenuated by intracerebroven tricular injection of GDNF antisense oligoneucleotide in 6 hour and 24 hour before naloxone administration in morphine dependent rats. CONCLUSION: The results not only provide direct evidence that the expressions of GDNF and its receptors mRNA in glial cells play an important role in mediating the process of morphine dependence and may be account for the long-term neuro-adaptation associated with morphine dependence, but also suggest that muscarinic receptor, NMDA receptor and nitric oxide pathways may be involved in the expression of GDNF and GDNF receptor genes during morphine withdrawal.

PMID: 11798749 [PubMed - indexed for MEDLINE]"

by braindead, Jan 22, 2003 12:00AM
To: percsnomas
How long were you on percs and how much?
I was on 6 to 8 hydro 7.5s, plus 3 or 4 oxy's each day,
for 12-13 months.
There was a point for the first month without,
that I would have paid 8 grand for just the RD.
I'm sure many movie stars went for it repeatedly,
and are continuing but once they get the gene therapy
they'll be surprized to find out they don't want
the drugs anymore.
Do you think people like that will avoid the re-adaptive
treatment and just opt for the Rapid Detox?
Not if they love their mom.

As a matter of course, stars can do crack and heroin
right up till the day before shooting a film now,
go through RD and show up sober on the set.

That's probably why the first place to do it, and the
first local society to be able to afford it, are
in Beverly Hills.

by J. E. W., Jan 22, 2003 12:00AM
To: braindead
This sounds to much like cloning to me. Very scarry stuff!!!!! Thats just my oppinion . To many what ifs for me.. Good luck on your journey my friend..   Ill be praying for you..              J.E.W.

by percsnomas, Jan 22, 2003 12:00AM
To: Braindead
Thanks for all that info.......it's going to take me a while to "work" through it. Unfortunately a geoscientist degree doesn't make this any easier to understand(I really have to grind thru it.)

I was on oxycodone(percocet) for more than 5 years, but very steady for 3-4 years, at varying levels between 60-90mgs. Near the end, i was switching back and forth from oxycodone(percs) and hydroMORPHONE(dilaudid,K-4's). I tapered, starting August 6th and had my last pill Aug. 19th(Way to rapid, as I w/d heavy throughout)

I have to tell you honestly, I FEEL SURPRISINGLY WELL.

Percs
(let me sift thru this, before I make any more comments)

by percsnomas, Jan 23, 2003 12:00AM
To: Wannastop
Great job getting to day 7!!!!!!!

Sorry, don't know the effects of opiates on the heart.
Certainly, blood pressure can shoot through the roof with stopping opiates.....

Take Care
ps
I haven't read anything on the addiction sites I frequent about that one.

by straightjacket, Jan 23, 2003 12:00AM
To: braindead
i read the posts , i now have a headach, scary **** reseting your brain , i like mine a little on the toasty side , best to you .

by percsnomas, Jan 23, 2003 12:00AM
To: Braindead
Your fault....I slept poorly thinking about this ****.

It is strange that you have shakes, shiivers,and mental akwardness(Don't we all have this...), after being on a dramatically lower doseage and duration than myself....as I don't have any of that( I honestly feel real well); However I continually am bothered by the fact that we can't have our brain back exactly as it was prior to bombardment of opiates.

The technical part of this discussion is way beyond my knowledge, but I will continue to read and follow it, with great interest....as the ramifications are HUGE.

percs

you only detoxed with Bup. right? (ie. you are not on it still)

by dienikad, Jan 26, 2003 12:00AM
Hi,
I am 18 years old. I have been on and off for about 4 years now. In 9th grade I got a pneumothorax (collapsed lung). While I was in the hospital, I was given - Morphine and Demerol. When I left they prescribed me to Percoset - I call them "512's" - I had about 60 in total.

Since then a lot has happened. I am worried. I am really trying to come to terms with myself. Thats why I am online, this is my first post ever.

"A lot has happened" -- I need to escape.

I've used, Morphine Sulfate, Heroin, Oxycontin, Hydrocodone, Fentinol, Percoset, Vicodin, Codeine -- To name a few -- Who cares at this point -- Anyway.

It is my senior year in high school. I am doing everything I can do to pay attention in class. I am trying to work hard in school.
I dont really feel here. It is really terrible. I've never talked about this with anyone "really" who understands.

Been clean 3-4 months (from H)
2 - weeks, Percoset Hydrocodone.

I am working on it.

by dienikad, Jan 26, 2003 12:00AM
Long Term Effects:

I do not feel here. I feel distant.

by Rex1, Jan 26, 2003 12:00AM
To: dienikad
Are you still in pain, or no?

Rex

by dienikad, Jan 26, 2003 12:00AM
Physical Pain, (Well NO)

Emotional pain, yes. Huge family issues -

My familiy says to me when i'm "gone" -- You look great today!
When I am trying to clean up -- Whats wrong ?! Are you doing drugs? Soking marijuana?

(By the way - I've never used any other drugs but Narcotics)

Im trying ...



by Rex1, Jan 26, 2003 12:00AM
To: Dienekad
Do you have any friends that you trust to tell, that can help you get sober. How about a doctor.

Please, get off the narcotics before they get a strong grip on you. Then you will have amajor problem on your hands.

Look over the archives here, and ask someone close to you for help.

And pray to God in heaven as well.

God's Grace to you...


Rex

by nerflax, Jan 30, 2003 12:00AM
I started out on 15 mg of temazapam(restoril), and have been bumped up to 30. I just cant sleep without it, how dangerous is this and should I quit? I'm scared, I get so filled with anxiety when i cant sleep, any suggestions?
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