lucky # 13 started rough

today started rough....gota admit that oxy was talking to me..wispering sweet nothings in my ear...i looked outside to shut it up and man there is a lot of snow out there...i don't remember shoveling that much snow without painkilling.....i got kinda freaked.....actually panicked!...(my back will kill bad after workin that snow).....i stared out the window and the snow started looking like oxy 10's....not my size but they would ease the pain.....i gave my head shake..then a slap...then some teen walks by and i thought hey i will pay some kid to do it...what a simple solution to a major trigger..i then opened the forum and read a bunch of stuff...then  noticed 34 responses to my post from yesterday.......wow.........thx man...........i feel way better...i'm glad that helping myself seems to be helping others..........and screw mother nature and  her bad dandruff.....for the price of a pizza i will rid myself of that pile of trigger...i mean snow......i also read the 9 years sober post...can you imagine sayin that,,,,,,,,that rockss....i can only say hi i'm a 9 year drug user......and missy i to am shopping for na and i was told lots of drugers like aa instead..anyone know y?......anyway...my cravings have subsided.....once again due to this forum.....nothing out of the ordinary has happened yet...this make me nervous...by now i usually have something screwed going on.....i do have to call my landlord and tell him that the couple g's i owe will have to wait and oh..i'm moving at the end of the month...lo....he's guna be thrilled...he is security at my old job and i think he might know what has happened so i hope is to afraid of me to start yip yapin.....lol......peace and thx everybody...
ps.....i will let ya'llknow if anything crazy starts going on at opi's den....

[GoingToMakeIt]

Don't listen to those voices. They are just lies. Good luck with the snow. My back aches just thinking about it.

[confused456]

Great to hear. Sounds like a perfect solution to me.....kids need to be more responsible these days anyhow! Put their a$$es to work!! LOL

[newgirl2708]

Trigger, trigger, trigger! Damn that Roy Roger's horse anyhow!!!!!
That's my big problem too...triggers...hey, even going to the grocery sent me pill lookin'...I don't want to do it!!! If I had a pill, I would be the best grocery shopper yet!!!!
Gooood luck today. Don't forget to post!!!! and keep s*** out of you bumm
Newgirl

[gizzy32]

hey opi, that snow storm you got is just starting here now too. damn these canadian winters. you are one funny guy and im heading down that way in the spring, maybe ill stop in and see ya, lmao. opi and dopi will have to be careful though cause i think you could get me in trouble, haha. you are a good guy and i love your posts, always good for a laugh. have a good day man, ill have to get the snowblower out before i leave today, we are supposed to get a big dump.

[Flutterby111]

SNOW sucks.....I agree with Going to make it, though I hear the voices too!!!!  It's hell.,......   Be well today, I have to withdraw from the computer....easy easy....back away from the desk..........have a good day Opi, you're doing great-my doctor prescribed me a med to kill cravings, and my drug counselor was soooo pleased about it. Says it's wonderful....I'll let you know what it is, when I pick it up from the pharmecy.....and I'll keep you posted on how it works, okay?  Because it's miserable to have daily, hourly crqavings....part of me wants to tough it out....part of me wants to be freeeeeeeeee.

[opi]

i'm not allowed in any pharmacy in ontario....lol.....i gota go to quebec or manitoba to get my scripts......doh!........<-------that is just wrong.....if the gas station doesn't sell it..i don't do it.....lol...  coti--(cryin on the inside)....nah...i'm smillin...let me know what it is

[worried878]

Yey   hate those voices..."just do a couple"   get u thru this doomer....hate em....they pass...wait em out

[opi]

come on down.......don't be scared....i am normal...really......my posts might seem a lil off the wall but two hours with me and you'll be bored and headin back in no time.....do you play any instruments?

[gizzy32]

opi, i just sent you a pm asking about the casino, im going there in a couple weeks to golf and gamble, lol. the courses always open down there earlier, been there many times, almost every spring. im not scared dude, i was just kidding, we would have a riot. i don't play intruments and i can't sing, but im sure you could entertain me.

[opi]

gizz...check inbox...you'll have a laugh....

a kid just knocked at my door and asked if he could shovel my property...wow....you guys send him?.......i asked how much and he says 5 or 10 bucks,,,,,i was willing to go way higher....lol.......the day is getting better.........he looked kinda fried though....must be raising money for his oxy's....lol......

[gizzy32]

lmao, your right that is hilarious, i had no idea opi. guess we are not gonna go there huh, lol