me myself and I

[RBC3]

okay so about 3 wks ago the methadone clinic pissed me off and I quit goin my best friend and I were goin well she gave me her 3 take homes from the clinic and she went on suboxone, well I took them and then I got my script of hydros which I took in three dayz.  I went and picked up to scripts both for 90 pills each , so that is 180 minus 45 I gave the girl who took me that still 135 pills which I have about 15 left. And I managed to get two more scripts for 90 called inn this afternoon but monday I go put a down payment of $100.00 for a suboxone clinic. I can't wait becuz...... this pill **** is for the birds, I am in a horrible mood, I got my son's report card.... alll A's , my son can not lose his mother to pills again. jesus, what have I done, I hate addiction , its like no matter what I have got to have something to abuse or overuse or obess over , either a pill , a line or a man

[FLaddict]

Start the Sub treatment, stop the pills, stop calling in scripts, be the mom your son deserves... be the woman you always could be but were too afraid to do the work required.. Just plain do it...

[L's R Misery]

Yeah i've heard suboxone is a good thing compared to methadone/hydrocodone it doesn't give you a high though i don't think so if that's what your in it for i hope the best for you but you may not get it :( i'm still struggling with hydrocodone addiction myself hope to break it soon though just know that anyone can do it :) i heard a glass of wine per night is good for anxiety or overobsessing or w/e you have that ails you......try that method minus the pills....lol

take care, B

[Tim2H]

Why are you telling the forum this? I guess I just don't get it.

[Tim2H]

You can do this and if you go into rehab it will be the best thing that ever happened to you. I would die for my children.