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Prepare for the worst, but assume it will go well. Get all the treatments and med's you read about on here, and set aside a week or two where no one needs anything from you, including yourself.
If you can go 3 days without suffering too much (if you do it that way), I';d just STOP. I'm not sure how 1 milligram every two weeks would help...unless you mean you're taking a 1/14th a day...which I'd be interested to see if it worked out (kinda what I plan, but MUCH more extreme to cut down to 1/14th a day!).
Luke
You should try to taper off the oxy's. You've reached the point where you've been "written off" by the doctors. When they switch you to methadone, it means they feel there's no hope for you. And while on methadone, you'll be treated like an addict regardless of if the pain is legitimate or not.
Your other choice is to wait four five days of methadone and do what the others up above tried; stopping totally. You may get a pleasant surprise. Just keep in mind if you an still function and get about at that point, your doing better than most in withdrawals.
I understand about tapering off the oxy. My first thought.
about five days of methadone? Do you mean continue the Meth for 5 days, NO oxy, then taper off the meth and be done? That was my orig fear, the W?D from the Methoadone. But do you mean after only 5 days it will be fairly easy to stop the Meth and then i am done with all?
I appreciate your response's. I'm confused.
Sorry for my confusion, story of my life.
Thank you
(mrpat): As to what qualifies me...?
*shrug*
I suppose nothing more or less than anybody else. Except I have talked to many people, and I have the power of observation. Here in NY, methadone is a write off. I talk to MMT patients time and again who are on "pain management" and were placed on methadone, and see them screaming and complaining they don't appreciate being treated like addicts by the clinics, and refused any additional med's by doctors who discover they're on methadone (each is a pain management patient who was transferred to methadone for long term opiate pill use).
I've been through it myself. I NEVER ask for any of these meds now that I'm in recovery, I don't believe in using them without VERY good cause. Yet I've had doctors tell me they won't give me pain pills or barbiturates when they first meet me because of my methadone history, even when I haven't asked for them.
So... as far as the right to instill fear, I don't look at it as fear but awareness of the changes to how pain and addiction are viewed and dealt with. I don't have or not have a right to do it, but I feel an obligation. But people can listen to me or not. If I'm wrong, and I'm a lone voice, then people will dismiss me as a nut.
Yet I seem to have gained a following in a number of places (web sites/local HRC centers/clinics), without really seeking it. For some reason people like what I have to say.
I've run a few "surveys" on addict opinions and experiences that have the weight of statistical analysis to back up what I say (I'm the first to admit that the statistical pools are very low, though, under 300 people each time).
So, if people are listening to me, that's their choice. But they don't have to. After all, it's entirely up to each of us what we choose to believe or not. We do create our own realities in the end, and define ourselves in our own terms.
I took a 5mg oxy at appx 2pm today. and another at 8pm. I really want to try the meth path, short time My body (since losing kidney and some liver problems) metabolizes stuff real slow.
I believe (hope) that 10mg meth can last me a long time. So maybe I should do less(5mg?) and see what happens.
At any rate, Like you people say, If I try short term and fail (back to oxy) I have lost nothing. Also, I never mentioned that I was the one who told the Dr's that I wanted OFF the oxy, but I have a sub DR right now and I really don't think she understood that I really BELIEVE that the enbrel is what's making my life livable with the arthritis and stiffness.
Thanks so much for all the help. I'll post back in a few days.
Sincerely
Luke
And you took 10 milligrams methadone for the first time yesterday?
And then took 10 milligrams oxy split the next day (today) with no methadone?
I suppose if I was you I'd take a dose of methadone (10) tomorrow, and only 5 oxy. repeat this the next day. THEN, I'd take no oxy the next day and take 10 mg's methadone, and be prepared to need an additional 5 mg's methadone at night.
Then for the next 4 days take a split 10 methadone in the morning, 5 methadone at night. Then...I'd stop and see how it goes.
Keep in mind that I'm partly guessing here, based on other people's experiences. There's no guarantee it would work;
but if you have NO methadone history, it's possible. You could avoid major withdrawals and end up dealing with only the mild after stuff.
I'm very wary of using methadone for any of this, but that's me and my prejudices. So what I'm telling you here is based on other's experiences, again, I have no personal experience with it working this way.
Thanks I have some decision making to do.
Luke
I hate to say it but I see it's use in this way spreading. There's an entire "slot" system, in which they're starting to allocate the number of methadone "slots" allowable by state. (NY is 40,000, I think the highest).
Where is the possible logic in assigning slots? The only rational is that's the number they set as an acceptable amount of people's lives to destroy and make a profit off of all at once. If it was done for our own good, I think it would be by patient needs, not "slots".
I wonder at how addicts manage in states like yours. It must be an entirely different feeling to get on methadone there, more of a privilege, and not a punishment!
I've been trying to prove that methadone could possibly work for detox rehabilitation if they offered real aftercare treatment here at least in NYC. The failure rate for positive drug tests here in NY is ridiculously high in clinics, like 97%. But they do A LOT to hide that statistic, and only quote statistics for success of long term MMT. If I successfully taper, come off the clinic, and don't use again, I'll still be considered a failure by their standards. Actually, the only thing they consider a success is if you STAY on long term maintenance.