ms.take or anyone on fake people

So confused again..Ok so now cinn, becki, hubbby choo, they are all fake..?? i am not feeling good so maybe i am not reading right..Feel like ****, w/d's D/t's.. tink where are you??
i think i need only real paople in my life, to those of you who are--love ya-everyone else i am out of here, can't try to beat this thing with drama and fakes!!
god bless everywhereone escepecilly the ones feeeling like me todya..not good.

[Mis Take]

sorry - if u read from Lookyhere last night, he accussed Lizzi of also being all of those ppl so I was just playing w/ her this morning.  They are all real and all different - thank goodness.  I would be scared if one person could do all that - what a bunch of free time.  lol - sadly, that is what Looky has I think.

sorry - i didn't mean to cause any trouble.

love tracy

[LIZZIE LOU]

sorry you are feeling like sh*t...wish i could do something to make it better for you.

i really don't think there is any drama today...

have you ever  noticed that there is one person...and only one person...that starts all this?   the same one that tries to make everyone believe his lies...ever noticed that.   we are all real...and OUR stories have never changed.

please just ignore and don't let any of this get in the way of your recovery.

hope you feel better soon.

huggs,
kim

[Mis Take]

maybe I was trying to cause a lil trouble.  I was kinda hoping to hear from ole  Looky - it just irritated me.  I was telling desert last night that I have gotten a little less tolerant since quitting these things.  For me - its a good thing b/c I used to be too nice to ppl like "that" and now it just feels good to stick out my tongue (im sure all are shaking lOL)

Im sorry things are so bad for you right now.  I read about the conversation w/ the doctor - have they changed your meds - are you still trying to quit now?  I really hate all this - it is bad enough when you are feeling well otherwise.  Have you and the doc talked about this b/c I bet he is pushing for you to stay on for a while.  Anyway - just remember the goal ---overall health.  You need to be strong and healthy so please just take care of yourself and do whatever it takes to be o.k. right now......k!!  

Take care rtr and let me know if I can do anything to help.

love tracy

[Mis Take]

Thank you for the information - I think I will go out and get that one and start.  

Appreciate the time and if u think of anymore - throw em out there - I need to get back into that - such a good escape.

thanks tract

[Mis Take]

I have been out of it for quite some time LOL but I have never heard of that book and really need something new to read.  Is that good - can u tell me a bit about it?

There are a few other ppl here that are talking of books they are currently reading on addiction and I know that I would like those.  Anyway - just curious.  If u have time - just let me know.  Sure would be nice to get lost in a book again.  Now that the left behind series ended - i have nothing.  Did u read those?  I was hooked one the first and raced through all 13.  If u really like to read and have some time - that's a great series.  OK - Im about to go off on all my book rec. so I'll stop, sorry.  

Have a great day and I look forward to hearing about that book.

PEACE,
tracy

[marcatj]

.. oh, the book is great!  it is VERY hardcore tho - what he went though, the language he uses in the book (every other word is the "f" word,) but personally, I loved teh book.

the big controversary was that the author said it was all true, and as it turned out, he made some of the stuff up.

honestly?  i did not care... i still very much enjoyed it.

currently I am reading Eat, Pray, Love - it's not about addiction but one woman's journey through pain, then redemption.  a very spiritual book that i have not been able to put down.

last week I finished The Road and while it is dark and gloomy, it is also very beautiful  I loved that book as well...

go get them, sister!!!

:-)
mj

[marcatj]

oh sweat pea.. it broke my heart reading your post....  :-/

just remember one thing:  every moment, every feeling, everyTHING is temporary, and this too, shall pass.  your physical, emotional, and everything else you are feeling at this moment is temporary.

btw - everybody (not here! the press!) slammed the book "A Million Little Pieces" but not not did I like it regardless, but I kept one thing dear to me in the book.. "just hold on."

so just hold on R2R - this moment will pass... i promise.

with love,
mj

[road2recovery]

Thanks...SO sorry i was just not feeling good..Cramping and then Doc wanted me to go back in, and i did not want..Stayed in bed..had some W/D's and i think it just scared me only because of what happened, and i am scared of this hematoma ..having a new and better day..Thanks