i understand...i am pretty sure that my boyfriend hates me right now because i am an emotionless zombie.
they will come back.
hey Dallas ...wow I wish I had your problem...mine is just the oppsite im 65 days into this thing and I find myself more emotional then I can ever remember it like the littlest
happy thing or sad story sets me off into tears....ive been a mans man all of my life
and crying ....especially over the little things just doeset fit the stereo type male
ive grown ucustom to being....its like gizzy said you just start to feel again... I just
need to learn how to do it again....I think in time your feelings will start to surface
to just give it a bit more time its different for everyone...when it does return to you
its like BAM a whole new bunch of stuff to learn how to deal with though...good luck
and keep on keeping on...Gnarly
The first month I got clean I was so numb, I had forgotten how to feel from my drug use, but I remember when I started feeling again and cried for the first time in ages it was such a release and felt good, although I was mad at myself at the time for being emotional, lol. Part of getting clean is learning to feel again too, although sometimes it can be tough, we are human, we are supposed to feel and cope with things without drugs if that makes sense?
Congrats on your clean time. It is a process and so many changes happen, so keep moving forward and stop being such a cold p r i ck, lmao. Im teasing, you know im proud of you:) Your really working at it this time, I am proud of you!
I felt the same way a few days ago, then its like a trigger was pulled. ALL of my emotions came to the surface, at the same time! If im not mistaken, I believe I read this is part of PAWS. I pretty much just go with the flow these days. Honestly, im happy to FEEL again!
xoxox
They will then you might wish they would not LOL.I remeber the first time I really got upset after I got clean it was so forien to me that I did not know to handle it anymore .So I came on and posted ...
Someone said to me look at it this way it may be anger but is it not nice to feel again !!!
They were right !!!!
Its coming