my lifes a living hell

ive suffered drug induced sycosis for 2 and a half years,now jm of the speed my husband is a full blown addict?and  basicly refuses to stop even for me and the kids im gutted basicly feel sick that it comes first between me and the kids divorce  is my only opstion or grass the dealer up .lifes not fuuny at all specialy with xmas round the corner i want to help him just he wont let me because he loves the speed amphetamines runnings lifes completly if i only new then been crying  over him nowing that im going to loose him.and it hurts wish i had my man back

[MissBecca24]

Your story makes my heart hurt, It sounds like you really want to be clean and want the same for hubby! Hang in there try to talk to him and explain that you understand but you cant live like this! I hope that he will listen and you all can work through this ! you have come a long way ! Hang in there!

BECCA

[broknbck]

If your life is a living hell, then change it.
What do you want it to be like?
What is the picture you would like it to look like?

I'v found if i concentrate more on the things i want to see , instead of the things i don't want
they come to be.

[xyborx]

It may be necessary to make a decision for yourself and stop being controlled by your emotions. Even if your feelings are being stomped on, and you hurt, just retract them and let the bad vibrations dissipate. These things have a way of working themselves out in the long run. Now is the time for inner reflection, not feeding someone elses utter selfishness.

[Greatgreebo]

Stay off the drugs and take care of yourself and your kids. You KNOW that nobody can help an addict but the addict themselves. Tough love is hard, but you have to do it. It totally sucks lossing someone you love, but it sucks worse losing yourself.
He isn't the man you fell in love with anymore. Until he chooses to stop the drugs, that person is gone.
Take care of yourself and your kids-as I said. You are all they have. Stay strong and keep posting. Like they always say (who ever 'they' are): This too shall pass.
Hang in there!
Greatgreebo

[u4ria]

is anyone there? hello?

[GoingToMakeIt]

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