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http://www.medhelp.org/user_profiles/show/279300 She has not poted this week, but I bet she will answer your PM.
I too have heard good and bad with using while pregnant.
WIth that said, I just want you to know that I would be the last to judge you as I am also a nurse and can't believe I've become an addict!!!!! Just be sure that everyone involved in the delivery of your baby is aware of the amount and drug that you are taking. They are not there to judge you either....just to give you and your baby the best and most effective care available!
My prayers are with you for a healthy child!
Marcie
Thanks everyone for sharing your stories, it is very helpful.
If you need anything else, don't hesitate to PM me or just ask here.
Anyway, trying to get to the main point here...my son is now 7.5 months old, has low muscle tone, developmental delays and vision problems which they feel is all connected (they feel the vision problems are from the brain end, not his actual eyes). He has a neurologist, ophthalmologist, genetisist and physical therapist working with him and trying to get to the bottom of all this. They are doing tests to rule out all the usual "syndromes" and such which they feel will come back normal...and metabolic panels etc...There was talk of it all being related to the car accident (maybe cerebral palsy...) but the brain MRI shows no abnormalities or scarring. The first thing I discuss with all his specialists is that I had taken hydrocodone under a doctors orders during my pregnancy. So far, no one seems that interested in that information as they try to figure out what is wrong with him. I take it that isn't something they think is an issue...one of the specialists I asked directly if it could be from the meds, and he said no...no reason to think that, especially with such a low dose taken under the rx given.
But what Im getting at is that I worry and worry and cry and sob over the fear I have that what my son is going through is all my fault for taking that medicine. I know the docs all say they don't think it's that, but they haven't found an answer yet to his problems...but somewhere along the way he had a neurodevelopmental disruption, or injury (accident) or incident...(which I cannot help but wonder about the meds). And all i'm trying to say is one of the things to consider is while the chances may be very slim anything will be wrong with your baby....if it turns out that he/she has problems either at birth or after....will you be ready to take on the potential guilt...? The guilt just kills me sometimes...and I have said over and over "if only i could go back and just suffer through my pregnancy ..." knowing full well he might of still turned out the same if it's not related to the meds... But it's just been mental torture I guess...and it's something I guess you should be prepared for if something were to go wrong (wether it's related to the meds or not)
I hope that makes sense....sorry that it went so long. It's just that in my mind, I always connect it to that med...so I guess I felt I should post this. Again Im not saying it is related...it's just that my mind goes there and that is the only thing I can think of that if I could go back and do different I would. And this is all so fresh in my mind because we are right in the middle of all his appointments and tests and it's heart wrenching.