I had major back surgery, a four level fusion, in october 2006. I was given percocet after the surgery, and was told to go to a special pain management place, where i went for over 7 months. because I was active 4 weeks after the surgery, and started to run around and take care of my kids and get back to my very busy life style, I never had real time to relax, and just "chill out". I stopped going to therapy in july, last year, put I continued to need the pain meds. I did, however, slowly lower the dosage, from 10mg every 4 hrs, to every 12 hrs, over a 3 or 4 month period, with the help of a drug called Clonodine, which helps with the withdrawal. I work hard during the day, when the weather is really bad and I'm in pain, NOT to take a dose in the middle of the day. I wait until night time to take it, and then the pain goes away. I recently told my doctor that I want to get off of it, because I'm afraid that i am becoming an addict. Addicted, I know I am, after the first month, but when I started to look forward to the dose at night, to make me feel good and to relax, that when I thought that there is something wrong. I really still need it for the pain, but maybe there is another alternative. Now that the weather is better, I don't need it so much, but the longer I wait to take it the worse I feel. My mom said not to rush getting off of it, and wait until the pain gets better, but I don't want to become dependent on these pills anymore. What should I do?