first off, i would like to wholeheartedly thank everyone one this site for reaching out and offering their support/advice when i decided to take the long walk. I have let each and every one of those people down! i'm sorry. especially Michele, you were there for me every day and I lied to you, i lied to myself, but more importantly, i lied to you, my pillar, my strength, my love! so sorry sweetie. so M knows , now i feel more comfortable letting the rest of you know.... so sorry guys, really!
OK back to day 2....at least the realization that I HATE the pi;;s came quick this time....sorry guys, wish me luck!! peace