So good to see a post from you david and congrats on over 2 months sober, woo hoo. I know you have battled a lot of cravings, but you have fought through and working your recovery now. Glad your working the steps and don't be a stranger here. Stay strong man:)
hi there. it's good to see you being proactive about your recovery. the steps are where the real healing takes place. as far as worrying about your inventory, if your higher power can restore your sanity, it's safe to say he can take care of those things too. just turn it over to him---he can handle it! take care, gm
Hi david......You are doing so good......am glad you posted about your craving...it always helps you. Dont let the sex inventory throw you off........we have all done things we arent proud of in that department. Know i am always around for you........sara
thanks i have a sponsor. im two plus months sober. i know im an alcolich so i have step on two i belive thier is a higher power. 3 i made the decsion to turn it over. i think that some things on my sex inventory are humliating so thinking about it bothers me.
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The Steps are in order for a reason. The Fourth Step is pretty heavy duty and it is not to be tackled until One, Two and Three are fully done. Even then, the Fourth Step is best tackled with a Sponsor.
Given what you say about your current state, I'd say back off from Fourth Step work and spend some more time on Step One. The First Step is the only one that can, and must be, worked perfectly. Make sure that you have done so before you move on.
It's not a race. There will be lots of time for Step Four IF One, Two and Three are well and fully done.
It takes time, and time takes time.
Easy Does It.
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