suboxone almost too easy

i have been on percs for about 4 months, anywhere from 50 to 70 per day. i thought i had enought so i made an appt with suboxone md. wow. i stopped percs for 12 hours then started feeling bad and started the suboxone. i felt great. no wd at all, no cravings either. when my source said they had another script for me i figured this was such an easy transition why not one more fling with my percs which would only last 4 days then back to sub. i almost wish it were harder so i would learn my lesson. maybe i am just not ready. i wasn't craving but to lay percs in front of me was too easy. i hate this, apparently not enough. no pain no gain, eh?

[IBKleen]

I don't understand? Did you take the perc's? Don't tell me they worked? I find that hard to believe.......

[IBKleen]

I apologize, but please understand--according to what you posted--you were spending maybe $1500 a week on pain pills? Who hs that kind of money?

Then you go help from Suboxone and it worked. Then you decided to try perc's again?

Again, I am sorry. I get so lost with these posts.....

One of the things is to stay away from people, places and things. If you are still around people that have them, you will be tempted. I hope you will find your way to stay clean. It may have been easy this time--but the next time you may not be so lucky. My heart breaks when I hear this stuff.

Good Luck and take care.

[marleyrasta]

you are so right, i really need to break my ties with this person who claims to be my friend. she practically gives them to me because she doesn't take them. i think she is much stronger stuff. thanks for the input, i am pushing my luck and need to be grateful. your response gives me alot of encouragement. thank you IBKleen. your words mean alot.

[IBKleen]

Please stay here hun. there are so many goo peole here who can give you input. It is a little quiet tonight. You have a chance to get clean and change your life---I wish good things for you!!!!

The people who were your "friends" when you were using---will not be there Christmas day opening up gifts with your children (just an example)--you know what I mean.

Be good to yourself....

[marleyrasta]

i do know what you mean, i could log in her that morning and get support and all she wants is my cash. thanx again.
how long have you been clean?