suboxone and alchohol

[jaynice]

please help!!! im in hell on earth.
I have been on suboxone a lil over a year. i AM CROSS ADDICTED. I also drink anywhere from a 4 pack of wine plus a few beers per day. I am majorly depressed and i know the drinking does not help. I am a widow for over 9 yrs and have a 14 year old son. i feel lost and don't kNOW WHAT TO DO. I cant hold down a job. Negative thoughts consume my days, Has anyone out there had experience with alchohol nd suboxone??? im also on celexa 20mg for 9 years. I dodnt know what to do. Where to begin??? PLEASE HELP. THIS IS HELL ON EARTH.

[dominosarah]

Hi......Please get back into some type of counseling.  You dont have to live like this anymore.  Using is just a symptom of what is going on with you.  We also have an alcohol forum here too with some pretty amazing people on that one also.  I am also dual addicted so i understand what you are going thru.........sara

[jaynice]

Hi and thanks for the welcome. Im on suboxone through a doctor. Im not in counseling.I am considering going into an outpatient program. I have been in 2 programs already. They work while I am in them but soon after I get out I relapse. I feel so worn out and frustrated but I refuse to give up for the sake of my son.  

[IBKleen]

Hi & Welcome,

I can feel your pain when you type. Can I assume you are on Suboxone through a doctor? And if so, did he/she set you up with any sort of counseling? Or did the doctor who prescribed the Celexa set you up?