such a great feeling!!!!!!

i just had to say, its such a great feeling being clean, not only did i do it for myself i did it for my hubby and specialy my 3 wonderful kids. i have 2 boys 8 and 3 and 1 girl 5. they are my world. they are so worth fighting anything for. i just walked by my 3 years old and he goes mommy i love you. that makes me melt when they do it. i love the little things like that these past few weeks. and last night my hubby told me he is sooooooooooooo proud of me, im doing so great, he said now im the person he fell in love with, and he loves me with all his heart and can wait to marry me in 3 weeks. i think all of this stuff being said by my family means so much m ore to me these days. when i was messed up, i very rarely got that from them cause i guess i was always so messed up they didnt even wanna be around me, now its like they cant get enough of me. i love being my old self again. im glad im fighting the fight to stay clean, and im gonna keep fighting it all my life, no matter what happens im never giving the devil my soul again. i now i say this alot in my post but to me i can never sayit enough, i love being clean now, the littles things mean so much to me, someone who isnt an addict dont even notice them. its nice not being in a fog anymore, specialy right now in my life, its such a joyous time, im getting married, and i think that yesterday wouldnt have been as much fun if i was still using, it made it so much more fun that i was clean. good luck to everyone out there trying to get clean, and good job and good luck to everyone clean and fighting to stay that way, your all in my prayers

<3 chrissy

[scaredmommie]

P.S. sorry sometimes i have to let someone know my thoughts and why not here if my thoughts are about my addiction and being clean right?

<3 chrissy

[wannawean]

Keep up the good work!!

[gizzy32]

Yes life is COMPLETELY different being clean. Happy you sound so great and off the pills. Congrats on your success

[CleanUpTime]

Congrats! You are an inspiration to many of us!