thanks so much for your advice...its like these docs in Ireland want u to stay on it for life!
oh and made it through yest by the skin of my teeth having to drink 80, nose itching , talking crap u know the usual ....but not sure whether to take any at all today cos of the half life thingy ?? maybe 10 mls this morn and 10 later if needed??
ok so the way it is here once you are clean a certain length of time (6mths in my case) you get shoved off the clinic and your own doc (gp) gives me meth prescriptions to bring to the chemist , this is my own gp, i only see him once every 2 weeks and he gives me scripts for the two weeks as far as he is concerned hes keeping me on 80mls
see he has me on 4 Valium a day too (5mg) 4 times daily and hes reducing me on that first telling me thats more important than coming down on methadone even tho ive told him its making me drowsy and i really want to reduce > his exact words is Valium first laura!!
i think after Christmas im just gonna have to tell the truth ...weaver71 i dont know if its gonna be so hard coming off 20 but not looking forward to any withdrawal with 5 kids around me !
but its gonna have to be done i think
**** system here in Ireland, although i dont have to pay i just want to get off this ive wasted enough of my life slave to it !!!
i had a serious cocaine prob too in the meantime and overcame it and the doc is oblivious to this!!
the methadone clinic cant hold you hostage. absolutely, you have to demand, is right for them to taper you. 17 years is a very, very long time.
you have rights as a patient. please do whatever you have to to get them to taper you in the right way. for you to taper yourself at home get to 20 mgs and then have to take 80mgs again is insane.
even if they do start to taper you from 90mgs at the clinic (pharmacy)
that will take many months.
i hope and pray you take a huge stand for yourself and dont take no
for an answer.
threaten legal action if you have to.
I am on a methadone program in the US and had to demand to taper. My dr. said absolutely not I had to demand. I am at (7mgs) today I want to be totally off in 5 days I will jump at 5mgs all this because I have 19 s
Days off to detox. I will pray for you are you taking vitamins and supplements ? You should be eating healthy ? This has helped me so much I got my info from the wonderful folks here on this forum. The experts should be chiming in soon with the most helpful info.
Well this is just stupid! What a crap doctor. >:( I'm sorry for the harsh words. I just know what it's like to be you and have kids and want free of the drugs. Then have one of the ppl you're suppose to trust with your life screw you over! I live in canada and my little sis is on the meth program. I don't know anything about it,but I know it's free for her. Do you have to pay, I've heard awful stories about docs keeping ppl on for the money. I'm so so sorry you're going through this, I hope there is something that can be done for you! Much love,Krissy! xox
thanks Krissy, i wish i could tell the pharmacist but i know id be put back on daily supervision and i just dont have to time with 5 kids ....(3 under 5 at that)
i just want away from the stuff now i dont crave heroin so i wonder why he is so insistent on me staying on meth , i havent taken heroin in 4 years!!
heres hoping i dont feel too much of todays dose ....maybe an hours nap later :)
maybe time to search out a new doc
Find a new doctor. This doctor doesn't seem to care about you at all,he should be encouraging you to want to quit! If that's not an option can you tell the pharmacist what your trying to do and only give you the 70mls to drink? Then down lower when you're ready? I'm sorry,I don't know when it will wear off? :(
forgot to mention until recently i had a great pharmacist who used to walk awayand leave me with my dose and i was able to pour the remainder of my supervised methadone into a bottle, but now there is a new pharmacist