unreality-a true holywar story

[hydrofoiled]

your down to your last 4 pills and your thinking-i got to make these last 2 days but you eat them all in 3 hours,whats next?phsycological hyper-ventillation comes in,, gotta get more.or my distorted space.time and reality will fall on me hard! right there starts the delusion..the big lie, the illusion.to keep useing--i said to that voice-kill me if you want,i will not cave in !! and guesswhat? that delusion just wasnt true after all!! and it didnt kill me! after that mind battle, and some time,things took a turn for the better.i had some magical things happen to me,natural wow moments,is my life perfect now?....NO...but i dont freak out about things like i did when useing.and i feel quite normal again..i can leave the treasure coast now without a timed stash...the truth is your real space and time reality is still makin luv right around the corner waiting for you!!!    can i get a witness??.....   signing off  hydrofoiled  no more!!!

[Florida_Guy737]

Amen brother....keep going

[Cheesburger79]

  CONGRATS!! And thanks so much for the boosting words! Hearing something like that definetly helps. Good job man!