I understand what you are going through, I have been on and off opiates for 16 years and am now back on them for a serious back injury. I run out, I cry, the depression from it is unbearable. As unbearable as the addiction. I quit for awhile to, cold turkey and stayed clean for two years but it came back when I got hurt. No surgeon will operate on me, the bones in my spine are calcified, I have bone spurs, two compressed discs and Severe Disc Degenerative Desease and the reason they wont do surgery is because I could get worse or the bones could shatter. I don't know about that one, atleast I can still walk but only when I am pumped full of painkillers. Otherwise I walk like a 80 year old and I am only 48.There have been times I have felt suiciadal over it but God keeps me hanging on and for what reason I really don't know. You keep your head up, it's people like you that are helping me. Thanks.
You might not have noticed but this is an old thread. Also if you were to read the many new 'threads', you would see that Tramadol is highly addictive and I have read that the w/d's from that are as bad if not worse than any opiate. Do yourself a favor, choose life over the evil that is pills. If we can do it..no doubt you can too. If you want help, start a new thread.
me 2 it *****, the worst thing ever. what work is tramadol, you can buy it online with out a scrip. it cost alot $140 for 180 pills and its c.o.d. but it works because it is a opioid.
LI am a 36 old mother of severely mentally handicapped daughter. I am also an oxycontin addict, i have been in treatment for the last 6 months. I have been taking suboxone for 110 days, i have a constant nauseated feeling, very, very low energy. Is this normal? Because it is affecting my life to the point i am not functioning at all , the house is a mess, and it takes all my energy to just to provide the basic care my daughtet needs. I fear relapse everday. Plz help. I feel desperate and stuck in a cycle that i thought would have passed by now.ty!nd i am
My vote goes to Methadone for the pain factor and the how long it takes before you feel better factor. My 2nd vote goes to the other big boy on the block nowadays BARS. Xanax w/d ***** just as much but for diffrent reasons. You get the shakes, convulsions in the worst cases. you dont sleep for at least ten days and your heart beats so hard it actually makes your whole body move along with the beats. I know this because I got thrown in jail for ten days while on a meth program at 135mg/day plus taking 5 xanax bars daily. So i went cold turkey from that. Didnt sleep a wink for the ten days. I could tell the meth was bad because I didnt even start withdrawing bad till day 3. The xanax had me dyin the first 3 days. Then they mixed sort of. I actually became quite mentally f-ed up after about 8 days. I started having these waking dreams that they were letting me go to starbucks to get coffee. :) So I was delusional to the fullest. Don't recomend it.
Hi there!
I'm so sorry about what you are going through :(
No One has answered you because this thread is from half a decade ago!! Try going to the top of this page and hitting the green button that says "post a ques
tion" and start your own thread. You will get many more responses that way, as people tend to look over old threads. There are a ton of nice people here willing to help you!