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The most unpleasant withdrawal symptoms will last about 4 days. No way around it. As for your mood, don't draw any conclusions about that during withdrawal. Right now, there's a 3-alarm fire in your brain and nothing will be normal until it's out. During WD, don't decide anything important about your future, just focus on what you need to do to get through each day, ONE at a time. If you can't get Valium or any other muscle relaxant, Valerian Root from the nutritional supplement store might help. If you buy Valerian, go by how much Valerianic Acid is in each capsule, not the total weight of the capsule. Nyquil has a lot of pseudoephedrine in it, which will just make your anxiety worse. Try some over-the-counter Benedryl (same drug in Sleep-eze or Sominex). Only use it at bedtime. When you can, lots of hot baths for the RLS. They really do help!
Thomas
Thomas
It seems like 'yet again' is becoming one of the most frequently used phrases in my vocabulary. jas.
Thomas
Well schooled gent at heart... He already "knows" what is in store for him, as he will be making the judgement calls.
Glad to see you back and posting frequently old buddy,
Chezz
Great site. I feel so alone and isolated. My wife underwent breast cencer surgery and treatement at 39, and I was left to deal with taking charge of the family as well as hold a stressful job. To cope, I started to figure out that taking 5/325 Percocets made me feel a whole lot better about thing.
Then the ineveitable happened. The addict in me came out and for the past year or so I take anywhere from 5-7 a day, starting at around 9:00a.m
I feel myself withdrawing from my family (the wife is great now!)and not wanting anything to do anything or go anywhere. I am starting to feel bouts of depression and regret at being less than hals a man than I was.
I feel the piercing stares of strangers, and think they are viewing me as some sort of freak. In reality, I am highly productive and capable, I just keep my personal hell to myself.
Because of this site, I will take the needed time off work and begin my detox this Saturday. I have plenty of Valiun, and my wife and I are going to see my Doc together to prevent any future scripts coming my way.
I even told my wife about it. It felt like a weight had been lifted.
A am scared beyond comprehension; yet anxious to put it all in the past. In the 80's I was part of the cocaine casualties. I was able to get past that, and I shall get past this too. I am worried about the bouts of depression. Even now, I have had days where the thought of getting out of bed and dealing with life was panic attack inducing.
I will continue to rely on this site as a source of inspiration, and keep you all posted on my progress. Feel free to e-mail if you wish.
Finkboy
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We have all been through it. You have already made a big step obviously.
There are a lot of great people here to help you.
You might want to discuss the depression issue with your doc when you go in so he can start you on something to help with that. It will continue to help you in the weeks after you go through the withdrawals and keep you from "depressing" into wanting to find other ways to obtain the pills.
Good luck, and I am glad to see you have a pretty good outlook on this already. By going to your wife and doc you already have let a couple people in which indeed does release so of that guilt and "burden" off you shoulders. Now it is uphill from there...
Chezz
I have heard a great deal about your recipe for opiate withdrawls and hoped you would share it with me?!
Thanks
If you need chronic pain medication, I'm surprised you're still on vicodin, darvocet and valium. These are not really meds for long term chronic pain. Do you have access to a pain management doctor?
Thomas
Thomas
Of course, morphine is morphine, and using it entails the risk of addiction. Same with Oxy. Of course, based on my own all-too brief experience with Oxy (sigh) as well as many, many testimonials on this and other forums, I believe OxyContin, while probably delivering the best pain relief of any medicinal, tends to co-opt people's souls rather easily. People recovering from MS-Contin simply don't report suffering the same degree of emotional anguish that recovering Oxy users do.
Morphine in the form of MS-Contin does not provide the same addicting emotional zing that Oxy does. Most people who use MS-Contin as directed for long periods only have to deal with some tolerance while using and physical habituation when they go off of it. Have you ever taken codeine? Codeine relieves pain after it's converted by the body into morphine. So the feeling you get with codeine is approximate to that of being on oral morphine.
While you certainly have the MRI results to ask for Oxy, you should know that Oxy has been so flagrantly abused during the last couple of years, that many doctors just won't write for it. But you would have a chance of getting MS-Contin, especially from a pain management doc.
There are, of course, non-narcotic sources of pain relief. MrMichael mentioned steroid injections. I had a disk (I almost typed "****") bulge at L5 in 1993. I was given one steroid injection directly into the area of the bad disk. I enjoyed significant but not total relief for about 3 months. Then the effect vanished and I was in as much or more pain than before. I was lucky. My eventual surgery worked. Today I still have mild low-back pain but that goddamn, goddamn! pain down the leg is gone.
There's also a pill or capsule called Neurontin. I don't know if it would work for your condition, but you could ask.
Still others seek pain relief by swinging a dead dog over their head while counting backwards from 100. But I don't think the FDA has approved this therapy. And there is the question of where the dogs come from.
Thomas
I think in all you excitement over TALKING/THINKING about the meds in question. You failed to notice his doc has already put him on a low dose of oxycontin already. He said it doesn't seem to be working all that well though.
Although I am sure you and Michaels answers will help.
Now back to your room, no meds for you tonight!!! You have to go to bed hungry for that one. ;)
Chezz
Besides, Nazareth asked about MS-Contin. Since Oxy is the obvious alternative, my comments are still relavant and you're still a motherfucker. LOL, cheers, Chezz!
Thomas
Well maybe if I read all of his/her other posts I would have noticed. Not this time though.
Just skimmin' though checking things out.
Have a good one Buddy.
Chezz
Finkboy - your name says it all, you told on yourself and got rid of the killer opiate abusing, lying, cheating, manipulating part that all us addicts have - SECRETS! Telling your wife and having her support with you is huge. You'll make it. I remember the days when I actually felt something when I took 6-8 pills! Those days are gone. First time I got clean was with her (my wife, not yours) help. But a major surgery later, morpheus got his hands back on me. Still fighting the good fight. Welcome to board, keep reading and post if you need help. With amount your on and assuming this is your first WD to go thru, you should be just fine. Will be thinking about ya.
Take care, nod
RH
P.S. -Are you implying that i'm some sort of whacko christian, Thomas?
All Chezz was trying to do was help, and you go and flame him- but he thinks that you're joking around with him. Well, I know the real Thomas can be really mean to people here, and he seems hellbent on trying to push people into conflict!
Gotta luagh and have a good time. Life is better when you see the cup half full...
Chezz
Not all of us residents of PA are kookie religous zealous ya know? Rachel, Thomas and Chezz were merely having fun lighten up. Pamela
You are incredibly astute to deduce that Thomas is insulting you and flaming Chezz. In actual fact, he always speaks in code.
But you mis-read his message to you. What he was actually saying to you was - paranoid schizophrenic.
Isn't it time for your medication?
Dancing in the Light (Thank goodness)
Thomas
I should probably end my posts with Brahms' words as he left a Vienna dinner party: "If there's anyone here I haven't offended tonight, I apologize."
Thomas
Good to see your post today!!
I wondered how you were holding up, after the tough stetch a while back(with your lit'l ones' testing and all).
Continued Strength to You!!
percs
The doctor then changed my prescription to oxymorpheine. Apparently the oxymorpheine is more “cost effective! I was happy to see that the Ins co was saving loads of money; however I was suffering every adverse effect listed and even some the manufactures knew nothing about! After a month of hell my doctor was able to convince the powers that be, that I was better off taking the oxycontin. I know it is sad but quite often the medications the doctors give us are the ones that are insurance company “allows” the doctor to prescribe even when better medications are available!
Thomas
P.S. Oxymorphone seems to only come here in the states as an injectable or suppository. What form did you take oxymorphone in? Are you in Canada?
What makes me sad is that I never really had the pain that others in this forum experienced. Sure I had headaches, but as soon as I found out how easy it was to manipulate the system to get those magic little pills, I was off and running.
There is nothing else on the web that comes close to the sanctuary this forum provides!!
Did you have your liver checked? That is what worries me. I just started taking 'milk thistle' to help any toxins in my liver. I am taking alot of ultram a day and am trying to figure the best way to get off these without too much withdrawal. I think it is harder the more you take in a day. My tolerance is so high, 30 a day isn't doing anything. Forget about helping my headaches which is how I started. Any suggestions beside your rapid detox? Goldie says weaning but that will take months. I would rather go that route.
ldjohn
I've gotten blood panels done throughout my drug using career, and, sure, tylenol elevates my liver enzyme levels. When I cut the **** out, the levels return to normal pretty quickly. Many moons ago, one doctor, who was disgusted at how much Vicodin I was using, was even more disgusted when my liver test came back only high-normal. Guess he was looking forward to giving me a death sentence ... can't win 'em all, doc!
Go to your family doc, tell him you read about tylenol and various pain meds causing liver damage, and have him run a standard blood panel on you. Say it's for piece of mind.
Thomas
How you doing these days?
Nod
In other words, they can say that they do not authorize oxycontin on their formulary for anything other than cancer patients, or well documented chronic pain patients that have tried other drugs that do not work. NOW if you doc spends the time to write them a letter to let them know that he recommends oxycontin for your condition and believes that that is the best medicine for your comdition, the insurance company then has to make a choice on whether to okay that, or say no.
It is a pain in the ass, but it can be done.
I did it.
I don't have the enzyme necessary to break down MS contin to morphine. So they had to adjust their formulary accordingly, and the pharmacy had to special order in my meds. Now I am set. It just takes a good doc, with a well documented case of chronic pain, as well as a NEED for the medicine in question.
Good luck.
Chezz
I also have a 2 year old(boy) and a 4 year old(girl); so naturally when i read about the testing, my heart went out to you....bigtime. WHAT GREAT NEWS!!!!
I'm doing real well; back is pain-free, and I'm perc-free...now 7 1/2 months!! So how could I complain??
Continued Good Luck in your tapering!!!
percs
Up here in Canada, percocet were available by: DuPont, Tecnilab, and Endo. I've had THOUSANDS of each.
We all hated Endo's.....didn't get the same buzz and were harder on the stomach. Every time i had an Rx filled in the States, it was Endo.
DuPonts were/are the prize and TEC's were a close second.
Even though they all have 5 mgs of oxycodone with the various binders and fillers. Have you noticed these differences???
percs(No more)
I am writing to find out whether or not he will ever be able to be drug free, or if he will have to always be on Valium. I am familiar with the 12 step program through AA with another family member, but am not a user or knowledegable about these drugs. I love my son dearly, and will do anything to help him get off drugs. I have offered him to stay with us for a few months afterward, since he has lost just about everything he has and needs to rebuild his life. Please let me know the facts, and how I can best support my son.
Thank you in advance for your time and caring, I don't know who else to ask to find the truth, and appreciate your consideration.
Concerned and hurting Mom
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Good luck
Greatgreebo