Well, you can't quit because it sounds like you're an addict and addicts just can't quit very easily. Quitting requires a plan and a lot of support. It also requires a desire to be free from this insanity.
Also, to answer your question from your other post, taking your meds as prescribed would not be considered tapering because you take 24 pills a day and the prescription calls for only 6...so that would be a huge drop. Ask your prescribing doctor for a taper plan or support to help you detox.
Deal breaker wasn't in the right context I guess what I mean is the fear of the WD's keep me from stopping yet I STILL WD when I'm out soooo....I'
m just a mess inside & don't want to waste anyones time on here I just have questions. You guys are all so great in even answering me! I DO want to quit!!!! I just can't right now & idk why!
Let me try this again. Mistakes bother me.
I've reread the OP and I just can't figure out what it is your saying. Not trying to be funny or disrespectful but what deal is broken? If its the side effects of wd's, then they would be well worth it, if you decide to continue on the road to being clean and sober. Yeah withdrawal is a real bummer but to me what your putting yourself through seems a lot worse. Waiting on your mother-in-laws Morphine is no way to live. Actually quite the opposite.
I've reread the OP and I just can't figure out what it is your saying. Not trying to be funny or disrespectful but what deal is broken? If its the side effects of wd's than they would be well worth it IF you decide to continue on the road to recovery. Yeah withdrawal is a real bummer but to me what your putting yourself seems a lot worse. Waiting on your mother-in-laws Morphine is no way to live. Actually quite the opposite.
Your body is trying to tell you something here. Time to start listening before it is too late. You can stop this vicious cycle. We are here to help when you are ready.
Withdrawal is just your bodys way of dealing without the substance it is so used to! Many of us have the same symptoms and twitching, RLS, body temp changes and depression are just a few of them!! ARe you planning on stopping your use or just waiting for the next refill? You are doing your body such a disservice every time you do this to it! Are you tired of living like that yet?