wow i missed alot tonite

[hop_along]

glad the IM meeting went well. I'd much like to come for the next one.
lol 1 AM ,looking like i wont be able to sleep again , thanks to Thomas recipe i feel a little better tonite ..if could just get legs to stop and sleeeeep..
ill have to go to doc and get requip ,, hate to tell him but . maybe its for best
hey technically its day 11 now for me !!!
  hope everyone feels ok , and sleeps well tonight .
                                   mike

[addictedtoloratab]

Wow, day 11 I think thats great.  I also heard that requip makes you sleepy too so once you get that and with the Thomas recipe your going to be sleeping like a baby.. I am a insomniac even before I was a addict so I am looking at another long night.. sleep well, Huggs, G

[hop_along]

this is the worst part 2am-6am ,,sigh wonder if anything good on tv...naa i would just end up crying at something stupid..this is new for me. im getting a free ride on the emotional roller coaster .. oh joy..
  jeez . feel one tiny bit better and the next phaze comes along :)
                             hope you can get some sleep
                                     mike

[Hope4Me]

Good luck tonight Hop! You are inspiring me. Tonight is my first night without a lorcet.  I've been reading the forum and have found lots of helpful tips on getting me thru this.  I've been so afraid to stop, but I'm at the end of my rope. No job, no money, getting ready to sell my car. This is about as low as I have been in my life. I've been making some very bad decisions over the last 5 yrs. since my injury to my back.  I need the meds, but I also enjoy the high.
Because I'm in the medical field, I could never go back to working in a hospital. Who would hire a junkie? And thats what I've become. I don't know how I would pass a physical? It's put my whole life on hold and sadly to say very close to suicide. So this is my last chance for life. My kids are grown thank God and are supportive. They know the demon I have and understand.  They know I suffer everyday, but I just can't go on like this.
So here I go. "Day One" tomorrow. I have valium, xanax and imodium.  Going to get some 5-HTP,vitamin B6, L-Tyrosine from a health food store for energy. My daughter is coming down to be with me. Thank God for her. And thanks for all of the people on this forum to share their experiences. I'm so happy to find you all. It's nice to know I'm not alone.
I just hope I can help someone too. I'll keep posting daily. I hope you do too. Good luck Hop. You can do it.

[hop_along]

ill be here tomorrow hope4me, let me know how ya doing ok?
hye btw , dont be so down on yourself, it was sooo easy to at first need these
liitle bastages.. then to take advantage of them, for me it was , when i didnt need them anymroe , i just wanted them. so dont beat yourself up on that ok?
  and remember, once your clean again , you are gnna be your old self again. why woudlnt anyone hire you?
be strong you can do this! the hardest part is not taking it the first day,
after that. its one day at a time . well was that way for me
i am glad you went and got the THomas Recipe stuff. dont be a fool like me and wait till day 9 like i did,,  (ouch)  already feeling alot better. welll. my leg wont stop and i cant sleep yet but . im starting to like 2:40 AM now lol ...
   be strong and we all here for you.
    post alot , say whats going on and how you feel. people here are great.. i coulnt have did this woithout reading about everyone else
  little delerious here. not sleeping so swiftly, hope this makes sense
                                   mike
             glad you will have someone there with you