wtf part 2

[scottscott1973]

Had to start a new thread,,,,,well i made my goal!!!! and im read to raise the roof off this,,mother f?cker.   My doctor said at 14 days your mind and body are bo longer addicted ??  ,,,,,dont know if its true but i dont crave pills at this point,,,i was tested yesterday,,,and my only thought was,,,why dont i want a pill,,,,i actually got less pissed off and got over my ex being a moron fast then i had in the past,,,,go figure,,,,today i stop counting days,,,time to stop dweling on this,time to move on,,,,thanks to everyone that wrote to me,,,you all really helped,,,,i hope i helped some people along the way,,,good luck everyone ,,,,you can do it ,,,,as for me 14 days clean and never going back!!!!!!!!!

[SOULCRUSHERFAB]

Good for you and I am happy for you that you are on your 14th day clean. Everybody on this site are great, they halp as much as they can, they open your eys and mind, they make you understand that there is light at the end of the dark tunnel, i am just about to start a taper plan, before that i was helped by everybody in here, and i will be strait up with you i look like one of those guys that you can approach or talk to, what i am trying to say is that when i got responses to my question or even just some words to help me get thru the day i will admit that i started to cry like a little baby and i am doing right now my friend, i am crying just typing this email to you. I said to myself, all the people on this site that help us with words of encouragement ther are there to help us, there are still people out there that have a heart. I will keep my promise that i made to the people i have spoken to, that once i am pill free, i would love to have everybody here at my house to enjoy a nice italian meal done by me since i love to cook.
take care and good for you for 14 days.

[scottscott1973]

Day 15 went by,,my legs hury like hell but my fault killed them at the gym,,it kindof caused some anxiety cause i couldnt do what i wanted,,i crashed pretty hard around 5 when i got off work,,i took melitonine and fell asleep around 9,,woke up at 1 in the morning been up ever since,,,now its day 16 5 in the morning,,,fixing to go kill it at the gym,,im done laying around my body needs to step up cause im not letting up ,,,f?ck a pill,, waisted to much time on this ****,,,

[Jordan10013]

The next phase in your progress is to make an effort to use the "new paragraph" key. Five commas in a row are not a good substitute. ;)

[FourJays]

You did it . . . . yay!!!  And I agree with Toothfairie, your daily postings as you went through detox will likely help others to follow.  It feels really good to be clean doesn't it?  It is like a high in itself - and better than any other high you had to pay for right?  Please - cherish and protect it.  Because the pills WILL want you back; they don't give up this easy.  You will likely have some ups and downs emotionally over he next few weeks, even months.  You need to be prepared for this and find that "beast" (GUY beast of corse!) that you have become these last couple of weeks; the one that kicked a** and took names.  Keep it up - please keep in mind that even one pill is NOT OK, NOT worth it.  

Hope you stay around and keep posting; I think others will benefit from your experience, and - it feels really good to know you can make a difference for someone else that is feeling like you were 14 days ago!

GREAT job - you are awesome!

[toothfairie]

congrats on 14 days!  that's awesome!  i'm glad you posted so others can see it and have hope.....come back and post when you need to and let us know how you are doing!  are you planning on any aftercare, like counseling or meetings?  just be careful....the mind will def play tricks on you and try to convince you it's ok to take just "one" or a couple...stay strong in the fight....i know you can do it! ~~~~~~