Benzo's will only make things worse. They can just as likely make me have seizures. I know things are risky right now but i really cant afford a medical bill. Im going to try to figure things out.
When your life is at stake you should not be worried about money. Vistaril will not stop you from having seizures during alcohol withdrawals.
You should be under doctor's care if you are withdrawing from alcohol. This is one of the most dangerous withdrawals to your body. Please turn to a medical facility in the area for help. You need benzos to prevent seizures, thiamine to make sure you don't have acute deficiency. Do not take this lightly. It will get better by itself, however what you are doing is safer done under medical supervision.