My sponsor has had me write down all of the negative consequences that I have experienced while drinking and drugging...that was two weeks ago and I am still thinking of more. Currently there are over 50 serious incidents, e.g., almost drowning, being carried off of a plane by TSA after passing out, to name a few....Geez. Still in intensive outpatient rehab three days a week and going to AA meetings three days a week. I was a greeter yesterday. It is hard with my husband still out there suffering.