Tink has said it well and lived what your living!I hope you heed hers..and the other good advice u've received here!
So sorry to hear this about your mother, TKB. What you, your dad ,and your brothers and sisters went thru is exactly what happens--the alcoholic takes all the lives of those who love them with them in their downward spiral.
Very sorry alcoholism touched your family this profoundly! You know what you are talking about. Your story may help spare others, (50hubby), from the same feeling of helplessness.
Sincerely,
CML
I so agree with CML2014 that Your Wife "has to be ready to get sober for Her own Self". Absolutely!! CML2014 is right about that!! Just because You give Her an ultimatum is no guarantee that She will get sober.
When I suggest You give Her an ultimatum, I mean to say You would be making the statement to Her that YOU are not going to live this way anymore. If You go there, You must be prepared that She still may not get sober
But bottom line is You DO have the choice of whether or not You are going to live with an alcoholic.
She can choose to drink, or not - You can choose to live with it, or not.
All that being said, I totally relate to Your pain. My Mother was an alcoholic Her entire life and deeply hurt us all (my Father, 2 Brothers and myself) My Father stayed with Her for the 52 years it took for Her to kill HerSelf. The anguish and despair was beyond words.
You will not change the choices Your Wife makes; You can only change what YOU will tolerate.
Regards and GoodLuck
Hi 50,
TKBell said it all in the first two paragraphs of their post. Can't improve on that line of thinking. It sure is some good advice.
Relationships/ Marriages are hard enough. It is a give and take effort on BOTH partners to make it a happy union. When love is involved it is never simple. Yes,you should be able to give her an ultimatum and it would seem she should be reasonable, if she loves you, enough to comply. BBEEEEP! wrong answer--unless she is ready to get sober for her own Self, it just may not be that easy. Alcoholics cannot get sober for another person. It takes soooo much will on the alcoholics part not to touch that bottle...well they have got to want it for themselves first and foremost. Love should be the best reason to will yourself sober, but sometimes they are just not ready.
Obviously she would rather be around someone who is accepting of her alcohol abuse--the neighbor enables her alcoholism. You on the other hand are a reminder of how offensive you find her behavior, and she is still in her defensive mode. No harm in trying the ultimatum, just know she may love you but her affair with alcohol is an addiction--in a way she just may love IT more.
Like TKBell , I too am sorry to hear you have to go through this. That is why the alcoholic never just hurts themselves but so many others by this addiction.
Good Luck and keep u posted,
CML
What You really have to decide is if You want to be married to a practicing alcoholic
OR
do You want to be married to an alcoholic who is in recovery?
I would give Her an ultimatum. I would tell Her I won't be back until if and when She becomes committed to being sober. Anything less than giving Her an ultimatum is called "enabling". I would offer to participate every step of the way, but I would insist that She get sober and quit drinking.
When someone is addicted to drugs (alcohol IS a drug) - the drug becomes the priority (as evidenced by what Your Wife is doing with the neighbor). Also, alcoholism is progressive - "now it's 2+ bottles of wine a day" instead of 'just' one. Tolerance always increases with continued use. Is She drinking 2+ bottles of wine AND what She drinks at the neighbors' also? That's a LOT of alcohol. I don't know if Your Wife is having an affair but I do see that She has found a way, or an excuse, to drink more than You probably realize.
I'm SO sorry You have this issue with SomeOne You love.