alcoholic PLEASE HELP!!!

Hi there I think Im a alcoholic recently every Friday night forr the past 3 years I have been drinking 40+ unites a week Im scared about my drinking like tonight I have 2 litre bottle of strongbrow, and 2x 3 litre of of blackthrone which is 14.2 unites each im worried that I might damge my liver in the end. I live in a residential care home with a learning dissabilty and a minor heart condition which is checked on every 6 months so far my tests results have come back fine liver ect, but if I carry on drinking like this I might end up killing my self which I do want to do in the end because I have lost my sister when she was 18 and I was only 21 and since then I have had problems which alchole. In the past I have been sections under the mental health because I said I have taken a over dose which I dint but needed help with my drinking. Im stuck because I only just got back to trust with my family becasue I tryed to kiill my self before and ended up on section for 6 months in mental health hospital which was horrible. I dont know what to do! All I think about is when and how am I going to get my next drink from? What should I do I am only 26 im stuck as I try and keep everyone happy even my own care owner who owns the private home Im worried of letting everyone down im stuck and crying at this point! please help.

[rpooo]

You should discuss this with your doctor, It really would be the best way to handle it. They know your medical history and will be glad to help you. Take care.

Randy

[spanky595]

             You need to talk to a counselor he or she will help you.     My suggestion is to seek treatment you can not quit by yourself.    You will meet people in the center that have the same problem they will listen to you because you are helping them to not to drink.   I have been in treatment 2 times I learned how not to drink.    You will learn alot and you want forget it.     There will be AA meetings which will get you out of your thinking ,and keep you sober if you let it.  Remember you can do this I did and now I have a better out look on life.   Pray to your higher power to help you as you go along.  

[leepafc2007]

Hi there thats for that I will defentley be seeking the doctor but all im scared about is being sectioned again.